Wednesday, December 30, 2009

::thurs,31st::

leaving home has never felt so good!

wuhoo!!!

i am now at my friend's house.

hehe,tenkiu kasi tumpang..

tidur one nite disini.

eh,i tak lari dri rumah ok..

bwahaha.

cuma i take some time off from home.

omg,and i feel so free!!!!!!!

and sangat best.

rindu time stadi,

where everything i did

tak payah nak repot2..

so,tonite lepak umah nowa..

malam tahun baru tatau lagi nk lepak mane..

tapi i da bawa kunci rumah "the secret chamber"

in case i nk tdo situ.

takpun,tdo la dalam kete ke lepak la hotel memane.

ceh,macam banyak duit.

tak sedar diri da pokai.bwahaha..

jadi,tak sabar nk apply keje jauh2.

i kan little miss wanderer.

tak boleh duduk dekat umah je.

i lg suke duduk menyewa..

sebab freedom bebeh!!

tp i kasitau la parents i yang i lepak umah member selebret

semua jadah tue..

hehe..

bila lagi nak buat macam ni kan..

ya,

i tgh rancang2

runaway vacation chapter 2 nk pg mane nnt

maybe after convo..

b4 convo da de plan lain..

yang ni i nak pg vacation sorg2..

dulu kalau trip chapter 1

pg tmpat ade member.

kali ni nk uji diri sendiri,

berani atau tidak diri ni..

ble ke pg sorg2 ni..

nangis tak agak2 sampai kt tmpt tue nanti.hahaha..

im thinking of krabi again..

ya,sebab da pnah pegi..

and mcm ok je tmpt tue,

kalau tak redang..

kalau tak langkawi..

kalau tak..

pg mane2 la yang murah..

yeh!

keje gile ni..tp i love to challenge my self.

so,nanti

pegilah mane2 nak pg ni..

da keje lagi senang..

ble bg bnyk alasan..kan kan *wink2*

tp mcm nak pg krabi je..huuhuhu..

lepak aonang beach lg..

hehehe..

yosh!!passport makes everything easy..

duit je tade nie..ok,kumpul2..

ya, mahu built my own life..

by my own self..

boleh tak agak2..bwahahaha..

family is nice..

but,not at the moment..

i nk discover the world dulu..

hehehe..

ya,tgh fikir mahu migrate ke aussie atau nz.

insyaAllah..doa2kan ok..

;D

LET'S RUN WHILE WE STILL CAN..

OR WALK IF WE HAVE TO.

CRAWL IF WE NEED TO.

if i am a man,

maybe i don't have to worry so much

about my safety,

tapi i am not.

jadi

i must know where my strength is..

before i die,

i want to do every crazy thing!!!

coz we will never know when is our time..

better die with something..

than die doing nothing..

boring..boring..!

bwahaha..

nite people.

let's celebrate sisa2 2009 ni malam ni ya!!

~toodles~

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Tuesday, December 29, 2009

::still tues,29th::

ok,perempuan ni lupe nk type.

*online diary gitu kan.lol*

perempuan nin akan bizi start esok sampai 3 hb.

ya,4hb baru free.

bukan bizi cari keje.

tapi bizi menghabiskan masa sama kawan-kawan,

pi wedding,pi selebret besday member,

pi selebret besday diri sendiri unofficially da masuk 24,

and last day tu,

bizi kena kemas rumah.

yeh!!!yeh!!chayok!!

what a good way to end the year right.

i know im going to do so many crazy things before habes 2009.lol.

so long and goodbye 2009.

may 2010 brings happiness,wealth,health,

and love to all of us!

senang cerita,

semua yang bagus-bagus ok!

tak sabar nak tunggu esok,dan seterusnya,dan seterusnya..

;D

HEHEHEHE.

teruja!!

peluk cium kamu semua!

~toodles

::tues,29th::

holla people.

i'm back.

alhamdulillah.safe and sound.*wink*

so,langkawi,

not bad.ok la.

except for the "kena buli" part

oleh seorang budak berusia 6 tahun.

-_-"

ya,segarang-garang saya,

kalah pada budak-budak.

ok,i tak shopping ape2 pun kat sane.

beli selendang je.

and and jumpe biskut hello panda kat sane ok!!!!

ha,ape lagi i terus beli 2 kotak besar!

hepi gile masuk kedai ,ternampak hello panda!

strawberry flavor.lagi i suke!

huuu...tau tau je hello panda ni selamatkan i.

i tak makan choc pun.malas.

beli pun tidak.sebab nanti cair jadi malas.

hehehe..

kat sini pun banyak.same je.

nanti nak makan baru beli.echeche.

seperti biase,

i yang memang selalu hepi ni,

extra hepi hari ni.weee!!!

hehehehe..

rasa blessed sangat-sangat.

bwahahaha..

lagi-lagi,

semalam tgk minho (shinee) kat tv.

aaa.....cutesy!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

me and zuret da plan nk p korea 2011.

so,2010,

simpan duit,keje banyak2,dapat duit banyak2,

lepas tu,pegi korea..

cari lee seunggi dan jiwon

dan wonbin dan minho dan dan banyak lagi lah!

ee..perempuan ni memang eksaited terlebih.lol.

~toodles~

Thursday, December 24, 2009

::thurs,24th::

oh,thursday!!

i love thursday a lot!!!

dari dulu lagi i memang suke thursday sangat2!

i rasa macam thursday is meant for me..bwahahha..

ok,hari khamis ya.bukan orang yang bernama khamis.

mind you.

ok,ok,

i rasa hepi sangat hari ni.

ya,extra hepi.

i ate mcchicken hari ni.

fuh.set besar you.

habis diet i..

bwahaha..

sedap pulak tu.

and murah ok.

sebab promotion during lunch hour kan kat mcdodo,

so large only rm7.50!!!

oh,sangat lah rasa blessed bile dapat makan mcdodo.

huhuhuh.

ya la,one month in ganu and terpaksa berpisah dengan mcdodo,

urgghh,

until me,chacha and yaya selambe pg k.terengganu from marang

semata2 nk makan prosperity ok.haha

and balik lambat then kena tulis nama pulak tue.

hahaha..

pastu nyorok2 naik bilik tak nak kasi penghuluwati nampak.

omg,that nite sangatla hillarious!but it was all worth it!

prosperity mmg sedap la..

tapi pedas le mak ngah.

i kalau black paper tak gemar sangat..

hehe

ok,i'm going for a holiday tomorrow with my family.

my atuk nenek paklang punya family pun ada ni.

the reason why mama cakap pegi langkawi

adalah kerana atuk tak penah pegi lagi.

he's been to indon and not langkawi.

my mak wan has been to langkawi but not indon.

bole tak..

tue la pi ikot rombongan jkkk kampung ni sume.lol.

ya,

i pun da tersangat la lame tak jejakkan kaki ke langkawi.

ok la tu.

pulau redang pun masih tutup.

langkawi pun belasah je la..

hopefully i tak kena buli dengan my little kajen,wahida.

die mmg kaki buli..God,help me!!(T_T)

ok, i wanna pack all my stuff.

hopefully,

tiada lagi losen yang kena dikorbankan macam di krabi.

lol.

c u guys on monday!!

i'll eat the chocs for you ok semua.

kelas i kan kan ~;p

~toodles

Wednesday, December 23, 2009

::wed,23rd::

i did something..

that i know,

i can't turn back.

but,

that's it.

i'm willing to take the risk.

huhu.

and i'm ready for the consequences.

oh dear God,

please don't make it too hard.hehehehe.

but,i have no regret.

it's hard you know,

to blew away your only chance in your life.

bwahaha.

but,i guess i just have to.

walau dup dap dup dap.lol.

***

ok,

this is my second day,

i diet ikut suka hati kepala lutut.bwahaha.

basically,

yesterday,

i ate nothing but buah berangan and minum jus.

and today i makan banyak sikit lah.

i makan chicken meatballs large and keropok sikit,

and minum slurpee cair.

ok la tu kan kan.ade gak protein.

huhu.

walau rasa weng2.bwahaha.

i bukan ape,

i malas nak makan.

nanti makan rasa guilty plak.

uish,jadi lagi la malas nak makan.

semua tanye da makan ke belum,

i cakap da je.

tade selera la tgk fud nowadays.

bikini lagi menyelerakan.lol.

and tadi,i fikir,

if i mati skang ni,

sempat ke i derma organ2 ni sume.

ya,perempuan yang takut nk derma darah ni ade hati

nak derma organ.lol.

eh,i tak main2 tau.serius macam sirius black.lol.

jadi,if i da sign up nanti kan.

i rase2 la,organ yang bole diderma ni,

erm,mata.ya,walau rabun sket,

takpe la kan.ble pakai spek.lol.

kidney pun insyaAllah ok je lagi.

jantung insyaAllah ok jugak je..

paru-paru,tu tak pastilah.

tulang sum-sum,ok tade masalah.

hati pun ok je ni.haha.

eh,kulit pun bole derma tau.

tisu2 badan pun bole derma.

jadi nanti i nk pesan kat doc,

yang mane ble gune,amek je.

da mati,bukan boleh gune pun.haha.

jadi,kalau jenazah i lompong sane-sini,

uii,,takut jugak kan.lol.

ok2,itu after i pass away ok.

Tuhan,i masih mau hidup udara tak segar kl ni.

nak keje ni,baru semangat2 nak hapdet resume.lol.

ui perempuan,main2 kau aa..

eh,tak tak.ampun2.. ;x

~toodles

Tuesday, December 22, 2009

::adrenaline rush::

ya,tengah semangat cari keje after chit chat dgn fyra..

baru edit sikit je resume i dah ngantuk pulak..

haremzzzz betol!

bwahahaha..

ok,ok,xpe,xpe..esok cube lagi.

aja-aja fighting!!

hehehehehehe..

Tuhan,semoga kau kurniakan aku pekerjaan yang baik-baik ok..

nanti da keje ble p jalan-jalan!!

yay!!!

*hish,berangan perempuan ni.resume pun tak habes hapdet*

hehehehehehehehe..

i don't know why,

tapi i rase hepinye malam ni..

satu hari kemas bilik..

fuh,walau tak habes kemas lagi..

tapi much better..hehehe

ok, operation convo is going steady..

;)

~toodles

Monday, December 21, 2009

::tues,dec 22::

i burn the midnight oil last night,

and woke up early in the morning.

i had terrible dreams in 4 consecutive days..

sampai sweeting bangun tidur..

fuh.

ok,

i now,

baru nak download resume dari chacha,

yang en.jalil kasi..hehehe

ya,semua pun tengah risau i tade keje ni..so,

sabar semua..sabar k..

i nak hapdet resume dulu..

da la transcript da pos ke rumah..

kena amek kat melaka (T_T)

minggu depan la nak g amek..nak ajak yaya and chacha teman

kalau diorg sudi.

hehehehe*grin*

omg,i'm sweating sampai sekarang lagi tau..

tapi tade la sampai macam mandi air terjun ok..

gross gross!=p

my heart still beating so fast..

lately ni memang..

sampai i risau,

kalau-kalau kena cardiac arrest amacam..

amalan belum tentu cukup nak bawak ni..

maaf belum mintak lagi kat mak ayah dan orang lain..

i mmg de asthma and sometimes,

i sakit dada..ee..macam orang tua kan..

bwahahaha..

i am now sitting in my living room

sambil tengok the incredible hulk..

i wonder,

why he has to be green..

da la liv tyler kot berlakon...

uu,cantik nye die!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

i love her!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

grace and pretty..hehehe

~toodles

::it's a girl::

bestnye lepak dengan chacha,yaya and nisa tadi..

hehehee..

sedap pulak pizza kat nz.

dapat pulak makan cupcakes nisa buat,mmg kelas gitu!!

chacha,though tade cake,

i hope you enjoyed our company tadi..hehehe

a great nite!!

rindu the nest tau tak!!!

rindu ganu la plak..hehehehe..

tapi nampak depan mata klcc,

huh,

macam lagi best la..

tenang hati..bwahahaha..

ok,sebelum tidur,nak nyanyi lagu ni..

"baby don't worry,you're my only"

"you won't be lonely,even if the sky is falling down"

sape nyanyi kat i lagu ni..pasti i cair-mair lah..bwahahaha..

ui,meleleh air liur teringat seunggi..err..jiwon..err,,edward cullen??

ya, i team edward!

~toodles

Sunday, December 20, 2009

::a great escape::

i read my horoscope,

and i was laughing all the way..

hahaha..

omg,

somehow,

89% of it is true..

but i disagree at the part that say sagis are promiscuous.

tapi mostly sangat accurate..bwahahaha..

well,

what a great way to end the year than laughing at your own mistakes right..

hehehe..

~toodles

::a proud sadge::

Sagittarius
The Archer


November 22 - December 21
The ninth sign of the zodiac is concerned with:
* philosophy, idealism, religion, spiritual growth
* optimism, positive outlook, forward planning
* travel, freedom of movement, the outdoors
* honesty, justice, morality
* imagination, aspirations, open-mindedness
* wit, intellect, flashes of intuition
* generosity, pleasure, romance

Elemental Quality

Sagittarius is the mutable fire sign of the zodiac. It can be likened to the stars, a thousand lighted candles, the sparks rising from a rapidly speading grass fire, or the reflectors making the route along the center of a major road.

Fire changes substances and Sagittarians have a knack of transforming negative situations with their optimism. Mutable means adaptable. Sagittarians can adapt to almost any situation, whether earthly or spiritual.
Spiritual Goal

To learn to use their talents to guide others.
The Sagittarian Personality

These are the general personality traits found in people who are typical of Sagittarius. An unhappy or frustrated Sagittarius may display some of the not-so-attractive traits.

Positive

Negative
* Frank and open * Argumentative
* Optimistic * Impatient to be moving
* Sees the best in people * Critical to those who deny their talents
* Honest and fair-minded * A gambler at heart
* Spiritual * Can be a fanatic
* Enthusiastic * Hotheaded
* Inspiring * Fails to plan adequately
* Disarmingly happy * Tends to preach
* Stimulating * Denies sadness
* Happy-go-lucky * Uncommitted
* Holds no grudges * Fears any responsibility that curtails freedom
* Sensual * Blundering and inept
* Indulgent
Secret Sagittarius

Inside anyone who has strong Sagittarian influences is a person who wants to be free. Possessive partners, conservative thinkers, and bureaucrats with whom Sagittarius comes into contact should be aware of this.

No matter who or what the cause, the Sagittarian who is held back in life, in love, or in opportunity for spiritual growth will be unhappy, even though he or she will keep smiling through all adversities.

Like the centaur, one of the Sagittarian symbols, the Sagittarian personality exercises conflict between mind and body. The Sagittarian purpose is to overcome this conflict so that they may guide others.
Ruling Planet and Its Effect

Jupiter rules the zodiac sign of Sagittarius, so anyone whose birth chart has a strong Sagittarius influence will tend to be expansive, pleasure-loving, benevolent, and have a strong sense of justice.

In astrology, Jupiter is the planet of beneficence. Psychologically, Jupiter is linked with wisdom and is the guide of the psyche.

Sagittarian Lucky Connections
Colors: blue, royal blue, purple, white
Plants: rush, oak, fig, hyssop
Perfume: lignaloes
Gemstones: jacinth, lapis lazuli
Metal: tin
Tarot Card: temperance
Animals: horse, dog

The Sagittarian Look

People who exhibit the physical characteristics distinctive of the sign of Sagittarius look strong and active. They are often taller than average and have handsome faces. Since a typical Sagittarius is an optimist, the face often appears about to break into a smile -- and regularly does.
Physical Appearance

* Body: strongly built and energetic; movement is normally quick, although not always graceful.

* Head: large, well-shaped skull with a high, broad forehead.

* Uses hands and arms to make broad, sweeping gestures.

* Bright, intelligent, and sparkling eyes which often twinkle with good humor.

* Either tall and athletic in appearance, or shorter with a sturdier body. Excess weight can be a problem, as Sagittarius is ruled by expansive, jovial, life-loving Jupiter.

The Sagittarius Male

If a man behaves in a way typical of the personality associated with the zodiac sign of Sagittarius, he will have a tendency toward the characteristics listed below, unless there are influences in his personal birthchart that are stronger than that of his Sagittarius sun sign.

Appearance
The typical Sagittarius man:
* can be likened to a lively horse and often has a mane of hair that falls over the forehead and has to be tossed away. In later life, the Sagittarius may become bald, yet still retain a youthful look.
* is physically noticeable because of his strong sense of confidence
* will retain his physical faculties to a very old age

Behavior and Personality Traits
* is a risk taker
* says exactly what is on his mind
* enjoys physical danger
* has an unerringly accurate wit
* has a good memory for facts, but often forgets where he has left everyday objects such as keys
* is trusting until let down
* can tell really funny jokes, but often fluffs the punch line -- which makes the joke even funnier
* may be tactless but is never deliberately cruel
* likes learning, study, and creative interpretation

The Sagittarius Female

If a woman behaves in a way that is distinctive of the personality associated with the zodiac sign of Sagittarius, she will have a tendency toward the characteristics listed below, providing there are no influences in her personal birthchart that are stronger than that of her Sagittarius sun sign.

Appearance
The typical Sagittarius woman:
* has an oval fave, a high forehead, and a pointed chin
* has a tall and slender body
* has eyes that are steady, bright, open, and honest
* has movement that is purposeful and even graceful
Behavior and Personality Traits
* is honest
* enjoys freedom of thought and travel
* will laugh about her misfortunes and mistakes, even while she is upset or in pain
* is angry if her integrity is questioned
* is kindhearted, though sometimes tactless
* can be deceived in romance, but is rarely misled in other areas of life
* enjoys taking risks, both physical and intellectual
* is often unconventional in relationships
* sticks by her own very clear moral standards
* can be cuttingly sarcastic when hurt
* regards herself and all others as equals

Young Sagittarius

If a child behaves in a way that is distinctive of the personality associated with Sagittarius, he or she will have a tendency toward the characteristics listed below.

Behavior and Personality Traits
The typical Sagittarius child:
* is a happy, playful little clown
* greets everyone and is despondent if others don't say "Hello"
* acts on impulse
* is active, interested in many things, and usually adores animals
* tends to get more bumps, bruises, and cuts than many children because he or she is so adventurous and rarely sits still
* gives and expects total honesty
* enjoys company
* when left on his or her own will hug a teddy bear or a blanket
* asks endless questions
* expects to be trusted
Bringing Up Young Sagittarius

Most young Sagittarians enjoy learning but dislike being held back by what they see as needless rules.

They are capable of setting their own standards and should be encouraged to do so. A frustrated Sagittarian child can turn from being a happy-go-lucky optimist into an angry, sarcastic adult; therefore, it is important that the child be allowed to take any opportunities for learning and socializing.

Sagittarian children question adult values and poke fun at adult hypocrisy. The best thing that the parents of a Sagittarian child can do is to be totally honest.

Young Sagittarius's Needs

Love is essential to all children, but the way it is given varies. In the case of young Sagittarius, there should be no pressure or possessiveness, but love should be given by way of encouragement and by showing pleasure. Young Sagittarians hide their hurts, disappointments, and sorrows behind a spirited belief that everything must get better. The clown who laughs while his or her heart is breaking is behaving in a very Sagittarian way.
What To Teach Young Sagittarius

These restless, freedom-loving children need to be taught that there are some social rules that must be obeyed for their own good.

Handling money is another Sagittarian weekness, so a few practical lessons should be given: for example, not supplementing an allowance that has been rashly spent. Economy does not come naturally to generous, expansive Sagittarians.

Wise parents will teach their Sagittarian offspring the facts of life from an early age, so that they are well prepared when their adventures become romantic.
Sagittarius At Home

If a person has the personality that is typical of those born with a Sagittarius sun sign, home is a place to rest the mind and body before moving off on the next trip. He or she will will have a tendency toward the characteristics listed below.

Typical Behavior and Abilities

When at home, a Sagittarius man or woman:
* could be almost anywhere, Sagittarians make their home wherever they happen to be; some have, or would like, several homes, while others may be permanent travelers. It is not unusual for Sagittarians to spend time living abroad, or to divide their time between two different countries
* is usually planning for the next journey
* is not naturally domesticated
* enjoys making and receiving social visits
* does not enjoy formality, but loves informal gatherings where he/she is free to roam

Sagittarius as a Parent
* has very clear moral standards
* has faith in the children
* may expect too much intellectually
* will provide a very stimulating home
* will be eager to play with children, talk with them, and take them on travels
* enjoys the children and is great fun as a parent
* will always answer questions honestly
* will encourage the children to leave home when grown up

Two Sagittarians in the Same Family

Sagittarians are not usually very good at family relationships because they are natural wanderers and resume contact sporadically. Hence, two typical Sagittarians in the same family should get along perfectly well; each will understand the other's need for freedom of thought and action. Two Sagittarian children are apt to get into more physical scrapes, since they are both risk takers.
Sagittarius At Work

At work, the person who has a typical Sagittarian personality will exhibit the following characteristics.

Typical Behavior and Abilities
A typical Sagittarius at work:
* needs a challenge, so even in the dullest, most routine job, he or she will seek challenges
* is versatile
* needs to do several things at once
* may have two jobs
* needs intellectual and physical exercise
* gets tired only when bored

Sagittarius as Employer
A typical Sagittarius boss (male or female):
* is rarely naturally tactful and may be quite blunt
* has a sense of overall planning, although they may overlook details
* expects people to be straightforward
* can be erratic and hard to tie down
* can promote anything extremely well
* can boost morale and will fight for what he/she believes is right
* is generally cheerful
* is kind and understanding

Sagittarius as Employee
A typical Sagittarius employee (male or female):
* works best when allowed to get on with the job at their own speed -- which is usually fast
* is cheerful and does not complain
* is enthusiastic, willing, and generally ahead of everyone else
* enjoys praise and will promise almost anything
* is interested in current pay but not in long-term career plans
* will boost everyone's spirits when they are depressed

Working Environment
The workplace of a typical Sagittarius man or woman:
* is wherever they are -- they take their tools with them
* will be open and airy
* may be decorated imaginatively

Typical Occupations

Anything in sales or promotion that involves travel and knowledge of foreign languages; anything that allows Sagittarius to perform; and any career that involves learning and the use of the intellect such as teacher, lawyer, or writer. A Sagittarius will be attracted to work that combines intellect and physical activity, such as veterinary practice, or indeed any kind of work with animals.
Sagittarius and Love

To Sagittarius, love is a romantic adventure. Sagittarius in love will have many of the characteristics listed below.

Behavior When In Love
The typical Sagittarius:
* enjoys love on the move in foreign places
* is inventive
* needs good intellectual compatibility
* is totally honest with the loved one
* enjoys the physical pleasures of love
* is happy when he or she is loved
* is very generous and good-natured

Expectations
The typical Sagittarius expects:
* not to be tied down
* to feel secure in love
* the loved one to be honest
* to retain freedom of movement
* never to be falsely accused of philandering
* to stimulate, amuse, and be enjoyed by the loved one

The End of An Affair

If a partner is possessive or jealous of Sagittarius, the relationship will begin to crack. Eventually, these pressures will cause Sagittarius to simply pack up and move on.

Sagittarians enjoy meeting people and may indulge in the occasional affair. On the whole, the attraction of the affair will be its excitement, rather than true romance. Sagittarius is prone to look elsewhere if an existing relationship becomes routine.

Sagittarius and Sex

A typical Sagittarius regards sex as another adventure to be enjoyed and explored. Sagittarians tend to take a chance on love, and they enter a relationship with the same recklessness that they display in their activities. In the relationship, he or she will be warm and loving and a wonderful companion.

Sagittarians normally enjoy a lot of touching and cuddling -- a good, warm, loving hug is their form of a security blanket. Common intellectual interests are equally essential to the success of any long-term sexual relationship.
Sagittarius and Partner

The person who contemplates becoming the marriage or business partner of a typical Sagittarius must realize that Sagittarius will value his or her freedom above everything. Given this, the person who partners Sagittarius can expect honesty and plenty of creative ideas.
Sagittarius Man As A Partner

He will want a partner who enjoys spontaneity and who will appreciate his grand gestures and courageous outbursts or enthusiasm. He will also want a partner who will not try to control him.

In business, a person who has a sound understanding of financial matters would make the perfect partner.
Sagittarius Woman As A Partner

Frank and friendly, she wants a partner who can love her for her outspoken charm, not wilt under it. Her words and actions will always show what she is thinking and feeling, so a potential partner should be quite clear about their feelings. Sagittarian women are neither coy nor evasive, and will want a partner who does not play silly games. In marriage or in business, a partner must always ask her to do something, never tell her. However, she will respond to hints.
Opposite Sign

Gemini is the complementary opposite sign to Sagittarius. Although the relationship between the two may have some difficulties, Sagittarius can learn from Gemini how to notice and take account of details. In this way, Sagittarius can become inspiring guides, lighting the way for others, rather than leading them by preaching what the route should be.
Sagittarius and Friends

In general, Sagittarius likes a friend who is open-minded, ready for an adventure, and trusting.
Positive Factors

Sagittarians are friendly, gregarious people who accepts any friend who matches up to their personal standards. They will defend a friend with great loyalty, but they will also say exactly what they think.

Sagittarians have friends from many walks of life. Among those are likely to be both men and women, straight and gay people, a range of ages, and a mixture of ethnic groups; they will all be treated as equals.

Sagittarians respond to all calls of help. They will lend a friend money without expecting to be repaid; they take in stray animals and stray people and will support any cause in the name of friendship.
Negative Factors

Close friendship with just one or two people is not the Sagittarian norm. In fact, anyone who tries to get too familiar with or who takes advantage of the Sagittarian natural friendliness, may be struck by the fiery rocket of Sagittarian temper. They generally fight with words, as sharp as darts, but some may also use their fists.

Sagittarians can be eccentric and may find it difficult to keep a secret.

A compatibility chart, below, lists those with whom Sagittarius is likely to have the most satisfactory relationships.
Compatibility

In general, if people are typical of their zodiac sign, relationships between Sagittarius and other signs (including the complementary opposite sign, Gemini) are as shown below.

Sagittarius with Sagittarius: Harmonious
Sagittarius with Capricorn: Harmonious
Sagittarius with Aquarius: Harmonious
Sagittarius with Pisces: Difficult
Sagittarius with Aries: Harmonious
Sagittarius with Taurus: Turbulent
Sagittarius with Gemini: Difficult
Sagittarius with Cancer: Turbulent
Sagittarius with Leo: Harmonious
Sagittarius with Virgo: Difficult
Sagittarius with Libra: Harmonious
Sagittarius with Scorpio: Harmonious
Sagittarian Leisure Interests

Sagittarians are versatile and like to kick against authority, so their leisure interests may be both varied and radical. Sports are natural activities for Sagittarians, who enjoy them for the social contact as much as for the competition.

A Sagittarian who has not traveled is unusual. Long-distance travel to foreign places is one of the main Sagittarian interests. Some may prefer to "travel" in the world of literature or religion, but their travels will also be far and wide.

On the whole, typical Sagittarians pursue the following leisure interests:

* gambling, gaming, racing cars, skydiving, and other risk-taking sports

* travel, exploration, cracking codes, tracking down mysteries, solving problems, speaking foreign languages, breeding animals, keeping pets

* religions, belief systems, new ways of being

Sagittarian Likes and Dislikes
Likes
* freedom of action
* alternative ideas
* being on the move
* food and drink
* perfumes and beauty aids
* raffles and lotteries
* parties, flirting
Dislikes
* disapproval from others
* making promises
* being too safe, secure, or confined
* administration
* tight clothes
* having their honesty doubted
Sagittarian Health

Typical Sagittarians are healthy, energetic, and able to keep going in adversity. They hate to be confined to bed, unless it is to dream a little; any kind of routine will tax the Sagittarian optimism. However, their positive outlook helps them to overcome illnesses quickly and keeps them going if serious illness strikes.
Types of Sickness

Diseases often linked with a Sagittarian influence in the chart are the whole range of arthritic and rheumatic problems, diseases that attack the hips and legs, and problems arising from the Sagittarian tendency to fall over, trip over, or collide with things.

Asthma is linked with Sagittarius, as are sicknesses caught from animals -- Sagittarians are very fond of animals and like to be closely involved with them.

Sagittarians tend to take physical risks, so accidents arising from dangerous sports can be expected from time to time. The jovial Jupiter influence is said to lead many a Sagittarian into indulgence in food or drink, and this may lead to health problems.
Sagittarius at Rest

A typical Sagittarian never rests. A Sagittarius who lounges around looking bored is one who feels restricted and needs to break free again. The way that typical Sagittarians rest is by sleeping, thinking, and dreaming -- and then moving off somewhere new.

Famous Sagittarians

Mark Twain (Author and Humorist), Sir Winston Churchill (British Statesman), Maria Callas (Operatic Singer), Walt Disney (Cartoonist), Sammy Davis, Jr. (Singer, Dancer, Actor), Frank Sinatra (Singer), Jane Austen (Novelist)

::world,meet my hearts::


ya,

semua orang satu je heart,

i memang extra special,

sebab ada 2. ;D

love them mucho!!!

i akan jadi kakak sedara yang super cool

belikan mainan macam-macam untuk kau berdua,

ajar seni mempertahankan diri rekaan sendiri,

dan aja karoke kat redbox..

ok,ok,rehat dulu,

latihan akan mula tahun depan ok!

::dear brittany murphy::

brittany murphy is now gone..

she died of cardiac arrest at the age of 32..

it's a shocking news for me and for everyone who

loves her on/off screen.

may you rest in peace brittany..

another star is gone..~

::monday blues::

ceh,title kunun macam tak best je monday..

best je kot..

duk rumah,surf internet like 24/7.

ya,hapdet blog panjang-panjang..

da macam online diary ni..heheheh

yay,

operation convo has started..

bwahaha..

tapi i tak boleh kasitau la ape tue..

hehehehe..

lamenye lagi nak tunggu convocation..

8 bulan lagi..

penantian satu penyiksaan kan kan..

haha..

daddy cakap he's not coming to my convo..

haha..hopefully,

daddy buat lawak yang tak lawak je la kan..

kalau daddy tade,

sape lagi nak dtg ni..haha..

tak sabar nak convo dengan kawan-kawan..

oh,

i masih dalam mood bercuti..

jadi masih malas mau hantar resume ke mana-mana..

ya la..

habis exam,pindah rumah,

then terus pegi ganu..

tade rest pun..

ni baru nak rest puas-puas jap..

nak berfoya-foya sampai lebam..

hehehehe..

nanti da keje tak bole nak ponteng-ponteng kan kan..

tak bole tgk seunggi n jiwon selalu da..hehe

~toodles

::aging effect::

spiritually,

i think i'm getting older than i should..

bwahaha.

it seems like

nowadays,

i am not as energetic as i used to be..

i don't like explaining anything anymore..

just a yes,maybe,uh-uh,o,ye,

senyum je..

bwahahaha..

iye kan je ape yang semua orang kate..

and when i'm talking to anyone..

i don't bother to finish my last sentence..

i just mumble halfway then yada-yada..lol..

sorry to everyone who thinks that talking to me

sangat annoying nowadays..

hehe..i know i know..

i sangat la malas..

kalau tengok movie,

memang fast forward je skang ni..

except part yang mmg i nak tgk,

i tgk..

like when i'm with anyone,

it seems like im not talking,

but actually,

my mind do the talking..

i'm absorbed in a diffrent world now i guess..

day dreaming..

and i'm out of focus a bit..

i misplaced my things and i just can't figure out where they are..

*sangat tua perempuan ini*

world effect ke ape ni.lol.

i baru je rembat 3 cd movies td..hehe

boleh layan sampai la bosan..

the best thing about being a jobless person,

i tak perlu nak pegi keje,

tak perlu risau nak pegi kelas belajar..

i boleh spend 24/7 berpoya-poya dengan pemikiran i,

tanpa rasa bersalah nak hadap exam..

huuuu...

best tau!!best!!!hehehehehe..

i still havent get my hands on any books yet,

and still could not find the perfect for the moment

sling bag yet,

and still havent get any pumps that i like yet..

huh.

ade yang i da suke,

tapi tapi..hish hish..

tak payah la cakap,

nanti kempunan.bwahahaha...

i think,

for now,

i must find a new comfortable pumps..

i love flats so much.

ade heels sikit pun rasa macam uurgghh,

tak suke..

i tak suke pakai heels.

kadang-kadang bole la..

i suke pakai something yang i boleh lompat-lompat,

lari-lari,

and rasa macam pakai stokin je..bwahahaha..

mesti light weight.itu penting.

i want to buy a sneakers but my mum said,

it's not suitable for me..

macam budak-budak,

tak macam perempuan sangat la..

haih,

what to do la mum.

sejak azali,

i memang not a big fan of heels!!!

tak stabil..nnt i jatuh.bwahahah..

wedges ok la..

i tadi,

pergi survey-survey pumps,

because now macam nak beli pumps yang ade kaler2 sket,

so i ask my dad,

if i go for an interview with colored pumps,

do you think the interviewer will mind that?

and he said,

"thank you,i just got my answers."

bwahahahaha..gile tak aci!!!!

kan kan kan..

even semua dah cukuo conservative,

tapi kalau kasut ade kaler pun tak bole..

hadei,tak kire,kena beli kasut la cani kan kan..

bwahahaha..

eh,

lagu rihanna yang russian roulette tu best kan..

suke i.suke sangat.

bile la die nak datang sini kan..

ho,

next week ade wedding kakak mun.

hurm,

i missed nabil a lot.

rindu hana juga..

tapi rindu nabil lebih..

hehehe..

nanti nak bawak diie pegi zoo negara,

tak pun aquaria..

kasi shark makan.lol.

joking-joking..

nak bawak nabil pegi park main bola juga..

kesian die..jarang dapat pegi park,

pegi jalan pun kat shopping complex,gila busan oh..

bawak die pegi kat park klcc pun best ni..

die da la hantu air..

suke gile air..pantang nampak air asyik nak berendam je..bwahaha

and baby hana sangat la baik..

baru masuk 3 bulan kot camtu..

tak banyak ragam..

kasi pacifier je senyap,

pandai tidurkan diri sendiri..debab,,heee,,geram tgk die..

i panggil nabil shin chan,

i panggil hana,himawari..

sebab diorg macam shin chan ngan himawari..kiut..

tapi si nabil ni jeles kat adik die lagi..

nanti da besar sket baru die tak jeles sangat kot kan kan..

i nk belikan nabil buku..

or games yang sesuai for his brain development..

tapi still belum jumpa yang berkenan..

fisher price punya memang best,

harga pun best gak la kan..

macam nak beli mini tent tuk die..

ke..yang die ble lompat-lompat..

ke story books pun ok kan kan..

nnt la nak cari..

kena tunggu insurance kete n road tax settle dulu,

then barulah boleh membuat ape yang patut..

~toodles

::reflection::

tahun baru masihi dah makin hampir..

dan i rasa,

sesuai la buat i imbas balik

semua ups and downs sepanjang hidup ni..

mane tahu umur tak panjang..

so far,

buat salah memang tak boleh lari la kan.lol.

i'm hoping to change to be a better person slowly,

bukan la change diri i jadi orang lain..

tapi change perkara-perkara yang patut diubah je..

things that make me who i am,

i will never change them..

it's me..i tak akan ubah myself jadi orang lain

walau queen elizebeth nk tukar tempat dengan i pun

*echeche*

of all the good and bad things that happened

through out the years,

i have no regrets..

well,

bende yang tak berapa baik,

sape lah yang suka kan..

if anyone can turn back the clock,

semua pun nak baik-baik je..

but,without flaws,

we will never appreciate what comes upon us later..

kan.

and for the first time in my life..

my birthday present..

i tak nak mintak apape pun..

ya..

cukuplah ape yang ade ni..

i feel contented dengan semua yang ada di sekeliling i..

hehe..tenkiu everyone..syg semua orang..!!

ya,ya,tiada hadiah untuk kamu ok..

sayang terlebih je i bagi.bwahahaha.

over the years,

i have made some new friends..

and walau perkembangan membuat kawan baru

sangatlah sedikit..

tapi yang penting adalah kualiti..bukan kuantiti..

kan kan..

masih ingat joey from new kids on the block,

lagu solo die tak ingat lah ape tajuk..

lebih kurang macam ni..

"don't you ever wish..you are someone else.."

"you are meant to be..the way you are exactly.."

ah-ha.lepas nyanyi baru teringat-->"stay the same"

remember, no one can diminished you,but yourself.

i used to have friends yang gelakkan dan memperkecilkan

impian i yang satu ni..haha..tak boleh kasitau..

rahsia..

deep down inside..

tue la yang i akan terus cari seumur hidup ni ;P

HEHEHEHEHE.

you see,

it's good to dreams,

as from there is the birth of actions..

don't be afraid to be different from others around you..

i know i am a freak in some way..

bwahahaha..and i feel good about it..

and yes,

i wanted to say this..

seunggi comel gile ok!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

aaaaaaaahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh!!!

macam nak menjerit tengok seunggi dalam

2 days 1 night tadi!!!

seunggi!!!!sarang heyo!!!!!!!

*dengan nada korea paling gedik i*

~toodles

Saturday, December 19, 2009

::oh dear::

bile kau sedang enak dibuai mimpi

dan mendapat mesej tiba-tiba dari orang

yang paling kau sayang,

sudah setia sejak azali,

kau terus terbeliak biji mata,

dan jantung umpama bagai nak meletup.

bagai tidak percaya.

umpama mimpi dalam mimpi.

lalu,kau cubit pipi mongel,

aduh,sakit kan.

dan kau percaya,ini realiti.

dan ini bukan yang pertama,

tapi kali kedua.

redha je lah..

bila bil maxis kau sampai nk dekat 5 rat.

terus buat muka seposen dan mengaku

dekat bapa dan cakap kau akan bayar 3 rat dulu.

ya,sapa suruh kau fesbuk mobile.

last time friendster.

ya,2 kali terlajak bil.

ya,padan muka.bwahahaha.

nasib tak kena marah banyak2,

oh,belum boleh bersyukur,

mam besar belum tau lagi.

habis la..mana nak nyorok ni!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

:: sunday morning::

sunday morning,rain is falling..

ok,ok,intro dari marron 5-sunday morning

acoustic version which i lovveeeeddd a lot.

tapi itu bukan ceritanya.

i'm so tired and i was hoping to get an extra hours of sleep today

maybe at 10 baru bangun because i asyik bangun pagi je skang nih.

(T_T)

starting from a call yang salah no.

seroang perempuan melayu telah call saya,

dan bertanyakan "hello,nak cakap dengan miss ong"

i tgh tdo ni tau.

dengan suara manja menjawab "wrong no".

tapi lepas tue curious.lol.

ya la,

hari ni hari ahad,

perempuan melayu pulak tu yang call,

miss ong?

ni saje je ke or mmg salah no.

bwahahahaa..

sorry girls outhere who happened to stumble upon my phone number

in your boyfriends/husbands phone.

tapi setahu i,

tade lagi i sekandal dengan sape2 ok.hehehe

don't worry everyone.

your lover is safe for now.

bwahahaha.

eh,eh, kalau u check phone book i,

punyalah loser perempuan ni tade resource of men ok.

semuanya wawasan and kawan-kawan rapat je.

wawasan la tue.mane de lagi.

bwahahaa.

ya,ya,

i tau,semua pun cakap,

kena berani kawan ramai-ramai,

make new friends with men,

tapi i memang dah biase kawan dengan perempuan je.

ade la kawan lelaki skit2,

macam mun jgak,

i malas nak kawan dengan lelaki,

kalau i tau die suke kat i.

entah.macam weird.

nanti ade satu perasaan macam nak tumbuk die

dan cakap,

"eh,kenapa kau suke kat aku"

bwahahaha.

dan ya..

mungkin itu salah satu sebab

kenapa orang cakap i garang.heheheh

eh,tapi kalau orang yang i suke,

mestilah "on cinta"

hahahaha.

i selalunye ,bukan selalunye lah,

memang pun,

suke/tertarik pada kiut guys yang

stok2 korean,japanese,chinese.

mat salleh mate biru pun suke banyak jugak.

lol.

tapi belum penah lagi dapat boyfriend macam hideaki takizawa lagi,

atau takeshi kaneshiro,atau wonbin atau yutaka takenouchi.

ya,ya..mari berkabung untuk i..

*guling guling*

ya,dulu,first crush mase form 5 adalah

budak yang same tuition dengan i chemistry.

pakai spek.

ya,i suke specky man juga..*blushing*

ok, ok,lempang la i.vain kan kan kan .lol

i never talked to him.

tapi kiut mak hai!!!

tinggi..kurus..

dan tak banyak cakap.

eh,i sanggup beli buku sekolah die tau semata-mata

nak tengok gambar die ni..

hahahaha.

and mase me n nowa kena pegi plkn,

we went to jusco,

and beli bahan-bahann tuk buat

accessories yang femes la time tu.

and i gedik ni,put lets just called him Eugene,

and nowa letak *censored*

i punye jadi necklace,nowa punye bracelet kot.

ke nowa??hahaha

and i pakai setiap hari setiap saat di plkn.

menemani 3 bulan duduk dalam kurungan ok.

lol.

hopefully,

he will never stumbled upon my blog,

kalau ye pun,

harap-harap die tatau.malu lah weh!!

hehehehehe...

a wonderful grace he was back then..

hei,

tak boleh jadi ni..

kena pi korea ni jugak..kan kan kan!!!!

jepun pun ok,

tapi korea no 1 skang ni!!!

;D

::klwmbc closing and grand final::

ok,

baru touch down rumah dari stadium cheras,kl.

tgk klwbc closing ceremony+grand final competition.

huh.

i almost forget about klwmbc actually,

nasib,otw g umah chacha balik petang td,

nampak budak-budak tu prektis kat luar.

huh,

terus ajak chacha teman pegi.

dan siap bagi amaran.

jangan tukar baju.

nanti i tade geng.

lol.

jadi,

2 orang perempuan bersemangat waja pakai baju kurung(chacha)

dan i pakai baju kebaya,

meredah lautan manusia di stadium.

hehehe..

dan menjadi penyokong sultanah asma accidentally.

sebab duduk di kalangan supporters diorg.

best ok klwmbc!!!!!!

super awesome!!!!

dapat kawan budak kecik 3 orang.

nina,jaslin dan farhan yang comel..

nina ni banyak2 betul die cakap.

macam reporter.baru darjah 3 tue tau.

all the bands performed were really-really great!

and most of them dapat achievement awards level gold and honours.

silver tak ramai pun.1 2 band je.

so,

there were bands from singapore,cambodia,malaysia

and thailand yang ade 3 teams in open category.

malaysia,represented by sultanah asma and vi.

though sultanah asma got the 2nd runner up,

but i think,

they were all winners.

ni grand final ok.

the best from the best!!

there were 10 judges all over.

from Netherlands,US and canada.

after everything was over,

ade fireworks!!!

yang sangat super duper best!!

stadium tutup lampu smpi tinggal satu lampu je bukak,

and me and chacha turun ke padang.

tengok fireworks and terus pegi tempat aizat nyanyi.

the kool thing about aizat's mini concert,

die nyanyi atas stage yang conductor band tue diri je tau.

so,

mmg puas dapat tengok aizat nyanyi depan2,

and sangat dekat dengan semua orang.

though only 2 3 lagu je.

tapi best!!!

dapat amek gambar dengan band members dari satu band from thai,

tapi dalam chacha punye fon.

fon perempuan ini tade bateri le plak.

haih.

aww,malam ni boleh mimpi mereka-mereka yang kiut-kiut

tue.

bwahahaha.

~toodles

Friday, December 18, 2009

::wakie wakie!::

i woke up at 10 this morning.

sebenarnye dah terbangun pukul 8 lebih.

sebab itulah timenye bangun nk g klas.

n slalu terlambat.bwahahaha!

rindu la kt klas..

kalau die buat lame2 pun best!

x puas la blaja bi lg..hehe

mcm blaja kt skolah menengah.

cikgu pun best gile!!

my favorite teacher is cikgu amin zahari mahmud.

hehe.

cikgu amin suke cerita pengalaman die blaja kt oversea dulu,

time die buat summer job,and

he shared his favorite poems with us,

and his favorite book is "the mayor of casterbridge"

by thomas hardy.

i tgh cari buku tu la ni..

according to thomas hardy,

he said that "life is a drama of pain"

and the jist of the novel is about

"happiness that is but the occasional episode

in the general drama of pain".

the interpretation of happiness vary with people.

oh ya,

my public speaking title was "a measure of true happiness".

hehe.

i was nervous you know.

tha first time i entered public speaking competition

when i was in standard 6.

bile masuk haritu,i sangat takut.

ya,stage fright.

and tak sangke,dapat 3rd place.

but that was not all.

during our graduation nite,

i had to once again perform my public speaking in front of

not only the facilitators and students,

but also the chairman of tm berhad.

and that time,

i masuk sway dance juga,

and right after the dance shud be shoba punye turn dulu,

tapi mc tersalah cakap.

they called me first.

dan dengan tercungap2,

tak sempat nk capai kasut,

pakai stokin je (we dance pakai black socks no shoes)

sarung selendang tiger,

then terus naik.

nasib i ingat my speech.

bwahahahaha.

right after that,

i terus jatuh sakit.

dan tidak dapat join kawan2 for the last goodbye

and tak dapat jumpe cikgu2 to say thanks.

i suh chacha and yaya sampaikan thank you card je,

hehe.siap balut riben pink ok.

sebab tgk yaya pun buat,

me and chacha pun gedik nak buat jugak.lol.

and tak dapat jugak naik pentas amek adiah.

yaya amekkan.huhu..

xpela..at least,

that is one of the best nite i'm going to remember forever!

i still remember kalau dalam klas cikgu amin,

if die suh buat essay kan,

time i buat mesti die tegur,

he said."i know oleen is writting more than she should.."

hehehe..

i kan suke merapu.and i love to jot down anything i felt appropriate.

and cikgu amin will always remind us about subject+verb,

subject+verb+compliment,etc.

and he always said KISS.

K-KEEP
I-IT
S-SIMPLE
S-SHORT

all my teachers are ain their late 50's to late 60's.

i hope i 'll be able to meet them one day,

though i know..it might be hard..

tapi rindu cikgu-cikgu semua.

hope all of you are happy and blessed by God always.

i selalu percaya,

doa seorang guru,

penting dalam kejayaan anak muridnya.kan kan!

we can see the difference,

cikgu yang memang devoted their life to educate students

and cikgu yang jadi cikgu for the sake of money.

mungkin tak semua,

tapi sebilangan tue pasti ade.

but,

i respect all teachers in the world.

sangat kagum juga.

saya sayang cikgu-cikgu saya sampai saya mati.

hanya Tuhan dapat balas jasa murni cikgu-cikgu semua.

mmuuah mmuah!!!

doakan kejayaan saya cikgu!!

::the sisterhood of the travelling pant::

i love the movie!!

i love alexis bledel!!!

love her so much!!

sangat cute!!!

since gilmore girls dulu sangat suka!!!!

omg!!!

greece ok!!!greeeeeeeeeeeceeeeeeeeeeeeeee!!!!!

oneday,i will definitely go to greece!!!

eh,

anyone knows how to reduce the size of the boobs??

i want my girls to be smaller.hehehehe

so, kalau i pakai bikini*eche che*

takde la provocative sangat kan kan.!!

lol.

eh, i serius tau.

i like mine the way before i gained weight.

some people say,

when you gained weight,

boobs getting bigger,

but,

when you lose the weight,

they stay the same.

ooohh no no no.......

what can i do??

hopefully,

if i manage to lose my weight,

they manage to lose a bit of size juga.

bwahahahahaha.

;x

::one done::

hait!

i have just cut my hair yesterday!

i love it!!!

ade fringe tepi

like i used to have.

i memang suke fringe tepi sebelah kanan sahaja.

i potong sampai paras bahu.

kiut la plak!!

*bwahahahaha..ok2..vain kejap*

rasa refreshing sangat-sangat.

eh,

the word "cut" tak ade past tense kan.

i nak sling bag yang besar sikit la..

yang boleh sumbat buku sebijik,

handphone buruk berlagak baru,lip balm satu,

mp3 sony dapat free,

tissue,facial blotters watson rm7.90,

perfume roll on jenama silky girl rembat/pinjam my sis

punya sebab malas nk pakai perfume sendiri.

ya,

dan macam mahu sneaker baru,

tapi still suke pakai sneakers yang telah 2 tahun menemani saya,

masih comfortable dan cantik di mata saya.hehehehe

walau orang kate macam cat tumpat atas kasut.

ade i kesah???bwahahaha.

style ok.style.

hadiah harijadi yang diingat selalu.

lol.

eh,

kenapa beg prada mahal sangat.

the signature beg of prada,

yang parachute material tue,

harga beribu-ribu.

eee...

belum leather lg tue..

lawa plak tue.

demm demm.

pumps pun lawa.

haih.

duit duit.

turun dari langit bole??

or or,

what if one day,

a billionaire

tersalah transfer duit die around 1 million into my account,

and don't bother about getting them back!

ah-ha!!!

($_$)<---perempuan ini sedang berangan

~a lovely smile from a girl who just got a new hair cut~

:)

*tengan belajar senyum macam perempuan korea*

~daa

::kamsahanida::

korean drama and music has always been

my favourite.even their food.

best la!!!

time kt ganu,

classmate i yang bernama chong

blaja korean language,

jadi i memang gedik suh die aja.

dan pastilah i gatal tanye soalan

macam mana nak cakap romantik2 je.

bwahahaha.

preparation.

nanti kot-kot terserempak dengan justin ke,

keanu reeves ke,

i ble la cakap i lebiu banyak2 bahasa.

mesti die impress*wink2*

kan kan.;P

berangan..!hahaha.

hey,it's free ok..

something that nobody can take it from you.

:)

cheers!

Thursday, December 17, 2009

::why oh why sayang::

sayang,

i suke dekat you selama ni.

walau i tak berapa setia sangat pada you,

dan suke dekat beberapa orang lain juga,

tapi kenapa you buat i macam ni???

hancur lebur hati i,

sampai hati you...

walau tidak menitiskan air mata,

i tetap rasa sedih..

kenapa sayang..

kenapa..

you seorang yang maskulin,

gagah perkasa..

dan comel di mata i..

macam mana i nak pandang muke you lagi..

tell me sayang..

tell me..

why you have to be gay!!!!!!!!!!!!

p/s:kenapa bukan lelaki kurang hensem yang jadi gay.(T_T)
kalau i kasitau mesti u kenal.satu malaysia kenal ni..tsk tsk.
i nak berkabung.sedih.

::tahun baru::

ok,kira kalau mengikut kalendar islam,

i dah unofficially 24.

(T_T)

tragis.

tragedi Disember.

***

on the other hand,

semakin meningkat umur,

mengikut teori bujang lapok i,

yang tidak melibatkan mana-mana akta

kanun keseksaan,

by each day,

we are wiser.

grown ups deal with things in a different way.

*mahu cakap diri sudah grown up*

sudah makin matang,

sudah makin sedia menghadapai cabaran hidup

yang mendatang.

ok ok,nk gelak.hehehehehe.

selama ni,

semua orang anggap orang yang masih belajar

tidak matang,

macam budak-budak,

tidak menghadap realiti

and so forth.

tapi i kata,

challenge given by God,

tak kire orang.

tak kira umur.

experience gained,

are what makes people wise in a way.

janganlah nak melabel orang sesuka hati.

orang tak label kau,

kau tak payah lah susah-susah nk beli pelekat

tampal dekat orang sesuka hati.

baik kau buat makan-makan,

jemput semua orang,

kan ke kenyang.lol.

***

last night,

i tengok anjakan paradigma bersama dato' fadhilah kamsah.

die memang kelakar ok.

memang best.

and die ade bagi tips,

kalau ditimpa musibah,

baca doa di bawah berturut-turut.

tapi dengan syarat kite kena redha.

1.innalillahirajiun.

2.ya Allah,aku redha dengan ujianmu,
kurniakanlah pahala bagi keredhaan ku ini.

3.ya Allah aku telah kehilangan _isi tempat kosong_,
gantikanlah dengan yang lebih baik.

lebih kurang macam tu.kalau salah sorry ok.

masa dato' kasitau tips tu,

dalam kepala i

ligat cari nk doa dapat wii .

pastu i fikir2,

bila mase plak hilang ni kan kan.haha

jadi tak logik,tak boleh terima.

tapi,buat sahabat-sahabat kat luar sana,

cubalah.

insyaAllah Tuhan akan makbulkan doa semua.

oh lupe,tajuk anjaklan paradigma malam tadi pasal maaf.

best la.ade abby abadi jadi guest.

die cakap,

kalau kite maafkan orang,

aura positif akan datang kat kite.

jangan takut untuk melafazkan maaf pada orang,

walaupun kite tak buat salah.

nanti hati kite lagi tenang.

nanti kalau kite secara sengaja atau tak sengaja

terbuat orang marah kat kite,

kalau orang tu tak maafkan kite,

kite tak boleh masuk syurga.

kalau mintak maaf kat Tuhan,insyaAllah Tuhan maafkan kite.

dengan manusia susah sket.

jadi,semua orang,

maaf kalau saya buat salah ok.

saya pun maafkan semua orang walau tak buat salah pun.

*ok,rasa tak aura positif itu.lol*

***

i have a feeling,

that this year,

will be a great year.

everything is going to be better everyday.

new book,new person.

;D

aja-aja fighting.

GOOD LUCK EVERYONE!

::lets go parteyyhhh::

ok,

if cikgu amin saw this,

he might laugh.

lol.

wrong grammar + spelling.

hehehehehe.

i want to be an english teacher.

agak-agak layak tak.

umur da tua2 ni i nk amek tesl la plak.

hehehehehe.

omg.nk nak nak!!!

***

ok2.

last night,

@ crown plaza hotel,

me and several of afra's peeps went there to support afra.

though she only get the consolation prize,

but rm1000 ok!!!

plus a locket worth rm500

and carefree products!

the event was awesome!.

hosted by fara fauzana,

best sangat!

kelakar gile die.

and the judges for the carefree queen contest were

irma hasni,ann,a handsome 30-40 years old guy from

johnson&johnson, and carefree punya orang.

and and,

i telah di bahan-bahan sebab amek gambar dengan hanis.

hahaha.

tinggi gile die.

no wonder la.model kan.

she's kiut and pandai pulak buat lawak kt i yang pendek ni.

hehehe.

da la mase pemenang of carefree nk diumumkan,

abg from fafau entertainment ni bocor rahsie lak kasitau kat i

sape yang menang.

tak thrill da..

haha.

and the best part of all,

i dapat hadiah besday from fyra,mun and zuret!

a lovely pink umbrella.

thanks bangat!!luv luv.

da lame tak naik lrt,

macam pelik sket.lol.

tp best la..

dgn bom,nisa,shidan n member die,

najla n d gang,

afra's blogger friends.

penat jerit2 kasi support ni

*ehem ehem,chillis aa jgn lupe ok mun*

eh,eh, wait wait,

i just read mun's blog.

you lagi 2 tahun nk kawen da ke????

omg omg omg!!!

i kena cepat2 cari baju ni..

nk kena tempah siap2.haha.

mesti warne pink kan kan.

=P

ok,lots of merepeking apakah ah.

me and bom determined by next year nk ada decent job.

tamau jobless.lol.

k,k,

selamat menyambut maal-hijrah!

Monday, December 14, 2009

::the truth::

nothing beats the powerful calmness

of the truth.

the magical power let out by simply telling the truth.

oh,

the serenity.

given by the Ere.

and look,

the wonderful rainbow!!!

the world has regained its love again.

::with love::

fuh,

it's been ages since i listened to this song

entitled with love aka my destiny,

a soundtrack from a very famous japanese drama.

oh,

i am speechless!!

i feel so happy today!!!

i can't even let pout my happiness,

and the contentment i am feeling now!!

hehehehehehehehehehehhehe!!!!

eveyday pun nak mimpi indah nie.

hehehehehe.

ok ninite.

i mahu melonjak-lonjak

kegembiraan

feels like i'm on a roller coster!!

wee!!!

*jumping ups and down*

::ending the year with a fresh start::

the title above is inspired

from an article produced in the star dated somewhere in november 09.

****

ok people,

i have started to get wedding invitations via mail,email,sms etc.

how the technologies do wonder nowadays.

sorry to some of my friends

as i could not attend their wedding day.

oh,

wish i could be there to share the wonderful moments,

may the sacred notion last a lifetime :)

to the upcoming ceremony,

i hope i can make it this time.t-hee.

i received several great news from my peeps,

and one of them has now found his new love.

he told me 2 3 days after my birthday.

i was really happy.

at last,he found someone.

hope this time,your love leads to marriage. ;)

a perfect birthday gift for me.hehe.

i want to be the best man ok. ;D

no wonder he was so excited about inviting me

to attend his wedding day if he get married.

and and the best part is that he will sponsor my tics

(business class ok people.*jeles skang plz*)

oh,so sweet!!

and from his tone,i know,

he's really in love and feeling contented.

in a way,i was dragged with the feelings jugak.haha.

love love love in the air people!!!wee...!!!

ok,can't wait to meet your loved one.

jgn lupe kenal kan kt kawan baik mu ni.

nak kasi sign approval.lol.

joking joking,

i saw her pics,

and she seems like a nice person,

and cute.

sama cantik sama padan.

*pandai ko carik aa..nk hot setuff aje*

and i can see that he's now moving into a serious relationship.

mmg nampak da banyak berubah.

tak main-main macam dulu.

da bawak jumpe kawan2 baik.hehe

good2.

when we're serious and in love with someone,

sure we want everyone to know who we're on love with,

and we want all our closed one to know juga.

aa..tak lame lagi la tue...amin2.

kawen cepat2,jangan tgu lame2 ok best fren.

hari-hari pegi dating,

rindu bangat katenye.

ye la,

honeymoon nie..baru-baru,

mesti nak jumpe 24/7 kan kan.hehe.

slow-slow,

start from first step,

kenal hati budi dulu,

then ok, terus kawen je.

bawak anak dara orang baik-baik sket tau.

jangan lelewat sangat anta balik,tak elok.

haha.

pi jumpe terus famili,

dengar-dengar cite da nak bawak jumpe famili dah..

*gile mak enon i nie.muehehehe*

bagus-bagus.

aii,semua in love nie buat i pun macam in love love juga.

*gedikgedikgedik*

muahahahahaha.

ok,as a reminder to all,

nanti kalau kawin,

jangan kawin serentak.

nanti tak dapat i nk pegi ok.

kawen jarak -jarak sket,

senang,

ble tempah baju.hahaha.

ok bff,

jaga faezah baik-baik.

cun oo,panas zazzz!!

semoga hang dengan faezah bahagia sampai ke jinjang pelamin,

di berkati Allah sepanjang masa,

belajar sket pujuk pompuan,

ko tu jangan keras kepala benor,

kasi adiah sweet sweet sket,

jangan sibuk keje je manjang.

kumpul duit pi pinang die cecepat.

muke ko aku nampak cam ade lingkaran gelap bawah mate,

pi facial kasi segar2 sket.haha.

g trim sket bulu idong,

jangan time dating terkeluar semak samun kt idong.lol.

ok,i pulak cam joyah ni.hahaha.

i kalau member in love,

i pun pasti ter kena tempias,

on cloud nine juga.hahahaa..

day dreaming everyday.ish3.

***

i tak nak prince charming.

nak keanu reeves.

ok,Tuhan,ble kasi as a birthday gift tak tu?

i blom mintak besday gift nie kan kan ;P

***

nite nite people.

seize the day!

carpe diem.

Sunday, December 13, 2009

::hello k.lumpur!::

it feels so gooooood to be back in k.l

the polluted air of kl,

congested roads,

all the i'm-in-a-fucking-hurry people,

sky scrappers!!

woo-hoo!!

i am contented.

this is the measure of true happiness for me.

at least for now.

bwahahaha.

but,

i still want to migrate to new zealand.

hish hish hish.

uurghh,

the urge is irresistible.

i must gain all the information needed.

if you guys have something for me,

do drop a line.

thanks!

::all the single ladies::

good news ladies.

hans isaac is now searching for a suitable life partner

aka wife to be.

so,

strut your stuff and walk the runaway ladies!

oh nora,

your chance is here!!!

grab it now!!!

;p

Saturday, December 12, 2009

::new year resolutions::

every end of the year,

most of us will start to put on our thinking cap

and try to figure out

what are the resolutions for next year.

i used to be on the situation before.

but,

for the upcoming years,

next year to be exact,

as i am entering the unlucky no 24 unofficially,

i have decided not to have any resolutions.

bwahahahahahahaha.

i will just do what ever i feel like doing.

and yes,

after a month in terengganu without entertainment and so forth,

what i really want to do right now is shisha-ing!!!

then enrolled in yoga class,

then belly dancing with nora,

then,cut my hair.i want them to be in middle length.hehe

then,

hang out with chacha and yaya,

get all the pictures + format of resume+ cam-whoring!

oh,before all of this can be done,

i have to settle my car's insurance and renew the road tax.

demm demm demm.

and yes,

i hope i don't have to remind my mom again,

about her being a matchmaker.

sorry mama,

your cold blooded daughter

is really busy right now.bwahaha.

ok,i want to see nabil and hana now.

and lepaking with mama and my aunt's family.

ok,blogging is fun,and i love to jot down my thoughts.

so,don't worry,

this blog is going to live longer than me.

~daa!!

::the best i ever had::

how should i put everything into words..

nor i can't draw them into pictures..

the perfect 23rd birthday gift.

thank you.

the happiness is what i pray as a token of appreciation.

****

i am going to miss cikgu amin and his stories,

the one who always tells me what my weaknesses are.

thank you cikgu.

madam charanjit with her never ending motivation,

madam janaki who always remind me to learn everything by heart,

mr shabbir who always encourage everyone to give their best.

mr jalil and madam joyce.

not forgotten,madam nomita and dr john thava who inspired me

to be successful.

and last but not least,all my new friends i met there.

i learned a lot.

****

dear chacha and yaya,

how i missed having pillow talks with you all the times.

laughing out loud,

do the story on "the nest"

the encouragement,

and the support,and everything!!!

the "sway",

hehe.

i'm glad you guys are my friends!!!

i missmissmissmissmisssmissmismsimssismismsisluvluvluvluvlvuvlvuvlvuvluv

lvulvuvlvuvlvuvlvuv!!!

you guys so much!!!!