Sunday, January 31, 2010

::geletek kecil::

3 things about fesbuk

yang buat i turn off bila log in

adalah

1)pillow fight.

eh,dah berkurun lah application tue.

jangan semak kan lagi wall i boleh tak?

2) *(&^*&%^%^#

ok,yang ni i tak boleh state pasal ape.

sebab sekarang ni rakyat malaysia dah semakin perihatin

dengan hak sebagai manusia.

jadi,i tak boleh cakap.nanti kena "S*m*n".

eh,kalau macam tue,

i pun boleh *tut* orang kan.

bwahaha.

3) etc.

ni pun tak boleh cakap juga.

nanti kena *tut*.

bwahaha.actually,

takde bende pun.

ingat tak post i pasal sakit perut tu.

dimana perkara yang tak baik tue memang

i letak no 1.

yang baik tue no 2,

sebab dia adalah baik baik baik aje.

macam drugs.

buat i high.

and the feelings will linger there endlessly.

macam gula-gula masam manis.

sedap kan.

umpama i dah jumpa savior i.

angel.mungkin.

tapi i tak suka guna perkataan mungkin.

sebab dalam keje i pun,

mungkin tu menggambarkan penipuan.

tak pasti.

sama ada yes or no.

jadi,

ya,

dia bukan angel i.

lebih kepada prince charming.

kalau angel,

pasti kaki i akan terangkat saat i dengan dia.

*berangan lah kau perempuan*

p/s-i pun masih tak jumpa angel i ni.lol.cane?

mari nyanyi "haven't met you yet"-micheal buble.

::31st january 2010::

hoh,

time flies in a blink.

sekejap je dah nak masuk februari.

untuk hari esok-:

"selamat menyambut hari wilayah persekutuan kuala lumpur"

boring lah tak buat apape kat rumah.

lagi best pegi keje.

hehehe..

cepat lah selase!!

i bawak skittles 2 paket untuk you yaya.

*i tau niat jahat you.*XD

::kening terangkat::

00ok..

kenapa nak mainkan lagu jiwang-jiwang

je ni kakak cc?

i cocok lobang hidung kang terus kembang.

cuba mainkan lagu rock-rock sikit.

tak membantu perkembangan minda dan jiwa lah kakak ni.

dah lah tadi i pegi baca

buku yang i baru beli.

tajuk die "politik orang kahwin"

err..takde lah politik mane.

cuma pasal kisah-kisah rumah tangga

asam garam,asam pedas semua jadah tu.

*terus i phobia ok*

time baca heart rate terus increase.

ni lagi scary dari tengok

deep blue sea dude!

kalau baca time kerja boleh terus mintak mc nih.

kerut-kerut muke i baca.

habislah berkedut lepas nih. T_T

err..kak,buka hitz fm ke,mix ke ble tak?

muke saya dah mule berkerut nih..

::permaisuri::

i tengah melayari internet

di cyber cafe berdekatan esso di rumah i.

kerana semua orang takde kt rumah,

sebab mempunyai hal masing-masing,

jadi i yang tiada hal ni

hanya melepak dengan kucing,

makan limau sambil tengok

deep blue sea 2 kali.(apakah?)

dan sekarang..

kena pergi cc sebab kat rumah broadband telah diambil

oleh orang-orang yang berkenaan.

sebenarnye i nak kasitau,

i tengah dengar lagu permaisuri by oag.

omg!omg!omg!

cairnye i dengar suara die..

i mmg suke oag dr dulu lagi ok.

dulu,

masa i ehem,muda lagi,

time baru masuk foundation,

ye lah..

rambur belah tepi,

muke kanak2 ribena gitu.

dengan sneakers converse putih purple yang super comel,

dan spek super cool(rabun cool amendenye)

classmate i datang pada i satu hari dan tanya,

"you orang sarawak ke?adik radhi oag eh?"

"eh,tak lah.orang melaka."

*macam nak jerit je,"ye,i lah adik radhi!!!"*

-lempang i sekarang-

"muke you ada macam die lah"

*blushing*

"ye ke..thanks"

(sambil hidung kembang kempis

akibat pengambilan oksigen berlebihan.)

i tak cakap ok XD

~toodles

Friday, January 29, 2010

::suria::

tomorrow is saturday!!

hello weekend!!!mmuah mmuah!!

***

yaya kate,

hari ni i dah tanye lebih dari 20 soalan.

ye ke?

banyak ke tue?

patut lah i penah dapat hadiah

sebab jadi orang yang banyak tanya.

lol.

***

hidung sama macam i?

i loike!

***

sakit perut.reasons:-

1#yang tak baik.

2#baik sangat sangat.

dan kenapa i letak yang tak baik dulu?

sebab,

yang baik tue jadi ubat.

jadi seratonin.

jadi pain killer.

jadi muse.

jadi ilham.

jadi matahari.

jadi bulan.

jadi air.

jadi udara.

jadi steamboat(eh,salah2)

jadi langit.

jadi awan.

jadi hujan.

jadi panas.

jadi gula-gula masam-masam manis yang i suka.

cukup kan. :))))))))))

ok,i dah start senyum seorang diri pada pukul 3 am.

isk,baik i berangan..err..tido.

esok nak bangun awal.

ada mission.

~toodles

::ice cream::

En.dot dot dot.

belanjalah i yang tiada duit ni makan ice cream.

hari ahad ni.

jom!!

i cop kan tempat duduk ok.

p/s-anyone can be the dot dot dot. XD

::30th jan 2010::

meeting new friends are super awesome!!

soalan-soalan "kill" pun agak "(o_0)".

err,

next!

Wednesday, January 27, 2010

::hati::

bile lah boleh migrate ni..

kan.

lamenye..

macam seribu tahun.

kumpul duit jum2.

by end of this year,

boleh pegi melihat2,

menziarah2

tempat yang i dream nak duduk.

survey tempat dlu.

bwahaha.

lepas tue boleh lah berangan,

err..i mean,

find ways to make my super dream comes true.

fuh,

kalau boleh tukar dengan bulu kaki je kan,

senang eh.

ya,

lepas ni boleh cari poster nz,

dan tampal dalam bilik.

jadi sumber inspirasi.

bwahaha.

"aku ingin mati di new zealand."

boleh tak.

maksud i,

live and die in nz.

stay there till my last breath.

XD

...terasa dingin angin memanggil-manggil...

Monday, January 25, 2010

<')(

~i l y s m~

::shin chan the series 1::

hari tue,

shin chan and family datang rumah i.

bukan main happy i dapat jumpa shin chan dan himawari.

kesian.

satu family selesema.

sehati sejiwa betul.

lol.

part yang paling buat i bangga,

adalah berjaya suruh si shin chan makan.

yabedabedu!!!

dia adalah sangat susah nak makan.

jadi,

bila dapat buat die makan,

macam satu kejayaan!!!

yeah,patut dapat trophy!!bwahaha.

dukung himawari macam dukung anak patung.

macam nak baling2 je.haha

eh tak la baling betul2.gila ka pa.

much love!!!mmuah!!

::4 letter word::

blink 182-miss you.

::little m::

everytime i sebut name i,

mesti kena ulang 2 kali.

hish.

suh panggil angelina jolie je karang.

senang.

pasti senyap kan.

angelina jolie binti a.m

bwahaha.

bibir i seksi ok.

cukup lah tue.

XD

*peraaasan.pukul2 bantal*

Sunday, January 24, 2010

::the nanny::

mum i cakap,

i patut jadi nanny.

-_-"

ya,

kalau jadi nanny nabil dan hana boleh lah.

selain itu,

pengsan kot.

tak pun,keje 1 hari dah resign.

lol.

::mars and venus::

have you read "men are from mars,

and women are from venus"?

or "why men don't listen and women can't read maps"?

do read them.

they are hilarious and ridiculously true.

we do need guidance to understand each other.

both gender are complicated.lol.

no matter how you think you know the other gender,

you are not.agree?

both sexes need to be understand,

need to be catered to their needs.

we all have our own issues,etc.

after you read the books,

you will understand more on why this and that happen.

i suggest both gender read these books.

they might have been on the shelf for so long,

but the impact after you read them,

is always like a first time.

read them often.

humans need to be remind once in a while.

that's how we all are. :)

::25th jan 2010::

dear diary,

i told my mum about niat i yang tidak baik itu.

ok,walau dia tidak agree,

dia ok je.hehehe.

***

the formula of true happiness,

needless to say,

it doesn't exist.

it's a continuous learning.

even if we manage to find one,

how can a subjective matter,

be define by a mathematical equation to get a finite answer.

we all go through a same phase,

regardless of how it happens,

but, the feelings are almost the same.

we all feel sad,happy,sorrow,excited,etc.

learning is a lifetime process,

it will never stop until we die.

we made mistakes everyday,

but,as long we try to better than before,

it's ok.

it is ok to fail.to be on the downside.

it is ok to start from below.

it is ok to start from sorrow.

so we will appreciate and value

what we have more.

life is not about the destination,

it's about the journey.

like thomas hardy said,

"happiness is an occasional episode"

when it happened,

we will cherish it more.

and we hold on to it,

to make it through the tough time.

remember to count your blessings,

not your tears.

good night!

~toodles.

::ka-ching::

last friday

i had a role play test.

my trainer said,

i apologize to much.

so,

apologizing to much is not good in business.hehe

as i'm going to do things only over the phone,

i'm going to be very particular about pitch,pace,tone,

everything related to the voice.

plus,having to imagine everything.

it's going to be tough do encrypt things when you can't

see anything.

and at the same time,

remaining calm,

and still using a smiling voice(happy)

though in the heart,i'm shouting

every single F word i can find.

aye, a good practice isn't it mate!

Saturday, January 23, 2010

::dreams::

esok dari petang sampai tengah malam.

how romantic..XD

*gigit bibir*

::Holga::

uuu yeah!

malam tadi i mimpi i amek banyak la pics

macam2 angle ade..

yusry kru pun ade.bwahaha.

ee,tak sabar nak ade lomo sendiri.

i da check,camera i dalam mimpi-->Holga

XD

ya,kena beli camera cepat2.

abang long dah ajak pegi road trip,

amek2 gambar2 bersama penangkap gambar yang lain.

huhuhu..ade project!!in three years la nak jalankan project ini.

tapi sy kena ade camera dulu..

tak sabar!!!

::panahan mata::

"Pandangan adalah sebahagian anak panah Iblis yang beracun, sesiapa menahan pandangannya, Allah memberikan rasa manis yang ia temukan di hatinya sampai ia berjumpa dengannya"-quoted from ustaz janggut.

ya..i pun macam setujulah.rasenye i pun macam tahan-tahan je

dari curi2 tengok selalu*walau penah kantoi kot!!!dang.malu*

tapi,bila pandang,hati bergetar.bercakap,lagi lah kot!!!!

lol.*ok,perempuan ini berangan seperti biasa.abaikan*

***

ape beza sayang,cinta,kasih,suka ek?

ok,macam banyak,jadi pendekkan sikit,

cinta,sayang,suka?

kalau cinta mesti sayang,

kalau sayang mesti suka.

kalau suka tak semestinya sayang,

kalau sayang tak semestinya cinta,

kalau suka tak semestinya cinta.

kalau cinta mesti rasa semua di atas kan.

hurm..macam mana nak tahu ape yang kita rasa?

***

ok,mari berangan dengan i untuk mencari calon suami.

bwahaha.ya,i know what i want.hehehe.

ok,senang je,tak susah,

*eche,macam boleh dapat kat supermarket*

besides intelligence,rupa yang sedap mata dan hati memandang,

mestilah yang boleh bimbing i,

ada charisma as a leader,

team player,

ade ciri2 kebapaan yang bagus.

mesti pandai baca yassin,doa selamat,

doa semua2 lah,

erm..erm..ape lagi,

have the right attitude,

sensitive to the surrounding*me*

take ownership.

tue je kot.

lol.

macam banyak je kan.i demand lebih betul.kan kan :P

but,the thing is,these are the qualities everyone has in them.

isn't it?

we all have every qualities stated above.

and maybe,because sometimes

we tend to live with a close heart,

we ignored what we have inside.

live with an open heart.

and we'll see the whole picture clearer.

it's a must to live by the present,

but,it is also crucial to know

what we want in the future.

ignorance is not a bliss

***

lately,

every guy friends i know,

they said that,

don't trust men,never do.

even one of them admit,

that at least once in a lifetime,

they will cheat.

hehehehe..

now,

let see what comes out from women.

well,

like me,

i said,

don't trust girls 100% too.

but trust them a little.

when they are in a relationship,

they will not cheat,

but,

when you give them space,

and ignored,and treat them badly,

that's when they packed their bags and leave.

especially,

when there are someone

who appreciate them at that time.

guys hardly know girls cheat,

because,girls are so good at keeping secret.

but the bffs of the girl knows everything!!

and most of the times,

they will not randomly and blindly

seek and be with someone else

when they know the person who are with them now,

are the one they want to spend the rest of their life with.

*these applied only to those who appreciate and love their gf*

other than that,

NEVER put your hope too high in girls.

basically,

girls and guys are the same when it comes to love.

only girls are smarter,

because we can use both of our brains at the same time.

*this is a fact*

so guys can stop dreaming about

having affairs are the "in" thing for men,

where in the end,they will fall back to the arms

of their wives/gfs when they are bored and

ready to give commitments 100%.

because,

WHEN, a FEMALE starts to seek

for another MALE,

no.they will not come back.

they move forward.

no matter how loyal they are.

we cheat,it's just we're being nice not wanting

to scratch your ego (heart) + we love you,

like when you lied to us because you love us,

we did the same too..

we are basically,

showing the same qualities.lol

oh,well,

remember,

"yang baik,untuk yang baik je.

yang jahat untuk yang jahat je."

no one is perfect,accept the person

for who they are.

*tapi kalau dah penagih tegar,kaki judi,pembunuh,

tak payah lah kau nak apply bende ni*

cheers!

Friday, January 22, 2010

::little k::

bila orang cakap

"eh,da kurus sikit.."

hehehe..

i rasa semangat!SEMANGAT!!

uu yeh!!!

uwuk-uwuk*doing the gedik dance*

::23rd jan 2010::

i memang suka tengok lelaki

pakai baju melayu siap pakai samping lagi.

capal pun pakai.

sexy ok.

macam pervert la i ni kan.

bwahaha.

Wednesday, January 20, 2010

::sabah?::

i pelik.

i tau,muka i memang muke cino sket

*echeche*

nak buat macam mana kan.

nenek moyang memang ade.

1 malaysia.lol.

tapi,

bila sorang,sorang cakap

i macam orang sabah.

ok,i macam okkkk..

manusia yang pertama tue

sebab i ade*koff koff*

pasal *koff koff*

yang seterusnya tue

adalah orang yang i baru kenal je pun.

a friend of a friend.

die cakap,

i cakap macam orang sabah.ppfffttt!!

lepas ni i nk cakap ala-ala

aishwarya rai lah.

nanti baru orang ingat i keturunan bollywood.

lagi-lagi bila time lunch hour

mesti masuk kedai jual sari.

menarik la pulak kan..

oh,

paling best,

yaya ajak pakai sari pergi rumah orang kawen.

jom!

Tuesday, January 19, 2010

::20th jan 2010::

hari-hari dengan yaya,

hari-hari melantak pisang goreng.

tak boleh jadi.

dari pisang goreng sahaja,

tambah cempedak goreng.

(T_T)

***

my father doesn't really approve of what i'm doing right now.

so,

Y******* E*********

cuba angkat telefon bila i call,

i nak confirmkan tarikh interview itu.

T_T

life is a job ok.

and it's not free.

***

bila i nak balik dr masjid jamek td,

depan stesen lrt tue

ada pakcik ni duduk dekat kerusi roda,

sambil menjerit

"kerepek!kerepek"

sayu i tengok.

berat mata memandang,

berat lagi bahu yang memikul.

kan.

dulu,

masa i pg sg wang plaza,

ada this one chinese guy,

jual tisu,loteri etc.

dia o.k.u.

bila i bg duit dekat die,

die marah,tamau.

die suruh amek tisu jugak.

he did not want to live by people's sympathy.

die pun ada dignity.

and he tried hard.

and i sometimes wonder,

diri sendiri yang kudrat masih ada,

masih Tuhan pinjamkan.

mencuba sebaik mungkin kah?

i need to be better in my life.

not because i have to.

because i want to.

i want to live every second,

by having the chance of appreciating

everything i have at the moment,

being able to adopt with sudden changes,

and cherish all that's left.

i feel contented.

bagus jugak hari-hari

i lalu jalan masjid india untuk pergi

"T" session kan.

semua lapisan masyarakat ada kat situ.

selain kain2 warna warni yang

menjerit2

"belilah saya!pasti tak rugi!"

oh,

i makan kat kedai lorong2 belakang tau.

first day je makan kfc,

lepas tu makan nasi.hehe.

takde lepak starbucks,etc.

memang truly malaysian lah i!

p/s:through out these 2 days,i tak pernah merasa dapat duduk dalam train.

kalau berdiri buat i tinggi,takpe jugak.;p

Sunday, January 17, 2010

::18th jan 2010::

yay,

nogha has a new dvd player!!

boleh i menyemak kt rumah die lagi!!!

wuu!!

tengok cerita hantu sambil jerit2.

rindu nogha..

dan lola gemok!!!

uu-yeah.

kalau i kire training ni,

tahun depan dah boleh migrate to aussie/nz kan kan.

i nak nz!!!

sebab ramai je kt aussie.bwahaha.

tak mau ah jumpe orang-orang yang kau kenal.

gile tak best.

bwahaha.

ok,

operation nz starts at 00.01 today. :)

semua yang tengah baca ni,

doa tiap-tiap hari,

by early next year i dah cukup duit

and boleh migrate to nz okie!!!

and bole dapat keje la kat sana.

tade i jual goreng pisang pun bole hape..

haha.

isk,

whatever it is,

i must try my best.

i senantiasa tau,

kalau bab nak migrate parents i should be no problem punye.

huhu.

nah,

sekarang kau rasa bless tak,

ada adik-beradik lebih dari seorang,

sebab kau tak perlu nak rasa bersalah sangat.

yang penting

kasi duit je lebih.

jumpa setahun 2 kali.

cukuplah.

*ceh,plan kemain*

well,

i was raised to be independent.

and i love it!!

i have set my mind,

i want to stop using

"i have to"

because,

i don't have to use it anymore.

*ok.kalau pasal keje exceptional lah.lol

from now onwards,

only

"i want to"

and "i need to"

omg,

now i baru teringat pasal bil telefon.

damm!!!!!

i need to change my phone number asap.

kalau tibe2

tak dapat migrate pg nz sebab

whatsoeverfuckingreason kan.

mesti i frust gile babi macam singa.

Tuhan,

jangan lah ok.

i serious.

i've been waiting for this like my whole life.

tiap-tiap tahun akan datang itu jugalah

impian i.lol.

ah,tak kire tak kire!!mesti pegi mesti pegi!!!

i give myself three years,

mesti kumpul duit nak pegi migrate,

kalau tak,

i akan hurm,

pergi jelah travel setahun 5 kali.

bwhahaha.

i tak mau simpan duit beli rumah.

beli prada kejadah semua pun tamau.

tak heran.

beli ape yang nak pakai je.

and termampu je.

and,

i boleh teruskan gaya hidup sihat i ni.

i have no intention of stopping every single

thing i did.

i'm living with no regrets!!

youth doesn't last!

patut i jadi travel agent kan.

nanti boleh pergi travel je.

yay!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

*berangan*

ok,

nak google pasal nz lg..

hehehehehe

ya,tengah berangan si jejaka

mata biru rambut blonde2 sket

tengah tunggu i kat nz.bwahahaha

*gile punya berangan ni.lol*

dang.baru ingat nak cuci mata esok

dekat pavillion kan.

mana tau terserempak dengan mamat rambut panjang

yang comel itu lagi?bwahaha

isk.dah start "t" plak.

annoying!!!

kalau bukan sebab nz tercinta,

pasti i tak kan buat.

on second thought,

mari kite tengok lrt

ada makhluk ape kt situ..

(T_T)

benci KL sebab jam.

sayang KL sebab

freedom!!

yeah!!

~toodles

::and and and::

facebook sometimes does get on my nerves.

macam mana nk edit semua jadah ni eh???

::csi wanna be::

the title has nothing to do with the post.

for this one week,

i'm not feeling totally well,

*mild fever*

but now,

i'm back to healthy.huhu.

ok,as i love to daydreaming

about almost everything,

there's this one question

that pops out in my head.

imagining myself being interviewed,

and i have to asnwer this question:

"what is your biggest weakness?"

ans:

well,i think,

my biggest weakness is being too analytical.

most of the time,

i love to think almost every details.

i am a very particular person

and i took everything seriously as what it is.

so,i spend most of the time on a particular

case i'm analyzing.

as i am a very observant,

every single tiny things count.

but as i a female,multitasking is a gift.

hehehehe.i am like a supercomputer.

*koff koff*

***

ok,that was the answer i intended to use before.

but,

after falling sick this week,

i think,

at the moment,

i changed.

i don't know if this has anything to do with my

menstrual cycle.lol.

i guess,

now i'm being less talkative about certain things,

i have started taking everything lightly,

not serious all the time,

and i think,i have stop thinking.

i have stop being a csi agent for a moment.

you know,

like the the wind..

it's there.but it is not the same particle of the air you are

feeling.

yes.

i am the new boring person.

ok,not totally,

i mean only literally.lol.

i think this is good news!

ok,i can't wait for the plans i've been planning with my friends

fuh fuh!!!

i want to buy new clothes.

though my closet are so packed with clothes,

but i get bored.

i want everything new everyday.

can i??

bwahaha.

a fancy top a day,takes the boredom away.

yay!!i loike!

uh,and the bonus you get when shopping at pavillion,

yeah!

the cute guys that makes you buy the clothes

not because you want it,

but because he is irresistibly cute!!

woot!woot!

talk about "you" who gives the second glance instead of them.

oh my,

i sound like a cougar hunting for her preys.

bwahaha,

cute guys,you better watch out!

p/s:time waits for no men *wink*

::17th jan 2010::

ok,

da kembali sihat.

esok nk kena naik lrt ok.

kena bangun awal sebab jam.

dang.

padahal tak jauh mane pun.

(T_T)

Wednesday, January 13, 2010

::13th jan 2010::

bosan tengok cerita banyak konflik kt tv.

lagi best tengok House,Csi,Shark,The Guardian,

detective conan,dan yang sewaktu dengannya.

err,

i patut jadi detektif,tak pun lawyer kan.

XD

Monday, January 11, 2010

::XD ::

saya sudah tidak stress.

tapi jadi sangat hepi!!

mekaseh kamu XD

boleh tidur lena sudah i,

nak mimpi kamu malam ni~;p

~toodles

::12th jan 2010::

urrrghh.

i dislike pms.

jadi extra sensitive.

tadi,

apa yang i fikir ek,

sampai out of focus.

bateri kereta sampai flat

(T_T)

tak perasan lampu tak tutup.

nasib la bukan esok pagi baru perasan kan.

kalau tak,hmmpphh!!

mari gelakkan diri sendiri.

huehuehue..

an unforgettable incident,

sebagai pembuka tirai 2010.

bwahaha.

ok,hutang bateri kereta baru,

masuk buku 555 la daddy ek.

ya,daddy sekarang kasi bil terus dekat i.

(T_T)

rindulah dekat gule-gule sy..

aka chris klein.

sebab pada pandangan mata i seorang je

muke die macam chris klein.

sweet like candy!!

bwahaha.

err,siapa chris klein i,

mestilah rahsia..

hanya seorang je dalam dunia ni

tau siapakah gerangan chris klein itu

*mintak2 kau lupe.malu lah*

lame tak makan gula-gula,

esok nak makan satu lah.XD

tadi minum slurpee.

sedapppp!!!!!!

~toodles

::monday blues::

seriously,

speechless.

like,

problems are never ending.

hhmmppphhhhh!!

lepas tue,

kau pun tak tau nak share dengan siape.

kalau ada pun,

mulut kau tak tau nak cakap ape.

bila makin tua,

makin banyak kita kena simpan sendiri.

ke?

life's a beach.

lambat laun pasti terhakis dek ombak.

~toodles

Sunday, January 10, 2010

::notes2::

ok,i look up further,

and found these

and these

it states that normally,

before our menstruation,

we might feel a bit of pain on the girls.

so read up more about these ok!

know your body more.

prevention is better than cure

~:)

::notes::

well,

i read one of the forum.

and it states that the lump in the breast only painless once it

was large enough to be in stage three.

keep that in mind ok.

~toodles

::let's check them out::

i felt a slight pain on one of my girls when i touch it.

now i'm being a paranoid.bwahaha.

i did a self check on them,

but i still wasn't sure.

so,

after googling about the symptoms,

still not sure.bwahaha.

but still,i'm scared.lol.

i think better i go for a check up tomorrow.

girls,

do check your precious often ok ;)

do check out the breast cancer forum

and consult a doctor for further information.

-this message is brought to you by your one and only C-

p/s:i'm keeping my fingers crossed!lol

::11th jan 2010::

sangat penat semalam(ahad)

ya,i went to my aunt's house dekat ukay perdana

to spend time with my cute kazens.

nabil and hana.

kesian,dua-dua selesema.

hehe..

oh,

i think woman who have kids are super mum.

penat oh nak layan anak-anak kau.

tadi i tolong la melayan karenah si nabil

yang sejak dapat adik baru memang suka merajuk.

bwahaha.

geram pulak i tgk.

hana baik sikit.

tapi kalau die lapa..

oookkkkk,get ready lah.

and as i don't speak baby talks,

*selalu cakap dengan kucing je*

bila hana bersuara,

i mean adalah tue die cakap kan.

i wonder,

die ni gelak ke nak nangis.

bwahaha.

nasib lah die da 3 bulan.

and and semangat ok.

dah 6 kg!!!!

pergh.

macam pikul beras.bwahaha..

and kesian la pulak tgk nabil,

ye la,

tade kawan nak main2 dengan die kan.

tapi tue la one thing,

macam mana nak kasi budak kecik makan.

nabil ni susah betul nak makan.

ikut mood die je.

tapi minum susu banyak.

tapi yang bestnye bila layan hana ni,

bila orang cakap dengan die,

die buat muka macam faham..

and and senyum2 pulak.

haha..bajet kiut ah hana.*memang kiut pun*

tapi memang best lah layan budak kecik2 nih.

hilang tension.

tension bende lain la pulak.lol

seperti macam mana nak cepat2 pakai kan pampers

sebab budak ni tak boleh nk dok diam,

macam mana nak pujuk die minum air sebab die dah merajuk

orang amek botol air die

*da kosong..nk letak air la..haha*

even time i nak balik tadi,

nabil dah ready suruh dukung,

nak ikut.

haha.

maybe die ingat i nak pegi jalan2..

die kalau nk naik kete no 1.

huhu..

xpe,

next time coleen will visit u guys again k.

much luv~hugs n kisses~

~toodles

Saturday, January 9, 2010

::2::

yes.

i,have 2 new accounts.bwahaha..

ok,ok,one is a friendster account.

and another one is a facebook account.

(more private)

so,belum hapdet apape.

i even have a new celcom number.bwahaha

gila ka pa perempuan ni kan.

maxis,hotlink,celcom xpax.

celcom blue and digi je tade.

saje je gune celcom..machhham murah.

tapi bile credit da abes,

malas la nk top up.

bwahaha.

and i might change my phone number after this.

tunggu la lepas dapat keje.

bukan ape..

bile anonymous called,

ee..hangin satu badan.

geram ah.

tak suke ade unknown person called.

ok,ok,will think about that.

oh,nak shopping la..

sape nak kasi duit..

duit oh duit.turun la dari langit sejuta ke..

~_~

::10th jan 2010::

i'm running out of ideas

on what needed to be jotted down here.

ya la,

i tau ni diary kan kan (for me)

entah.

macam tiadaa yang menarik mahu di tulis disini.

oh oh,

tapi kan tapi kan.

yesterday when i went to jusco to buy mags,

2 kali i terserempak dengan jejaka

yang comel,tinggi,chinese look gitu.

i rase die chinese kot.

haih,

pandai lah jusco ni skang.

buat i saje je nak lepak jusco,buat-buat beli getah rambut singgit.

eh,

i kan..kan..ade satu mission.

mission yang memerlukan friendster.

bwahaha.

ya.ya.

kena set up account friendster blek.

and and,

bukan nk bersocial dengan orang pun disitu.

cuma..ehem.ade la.

*wink2*

ah,gedik perempuan ni kan.lol.

eh,tapi betul la.serius mission ok.

ya,tahun ni banyak betul mission.

satu*&&%^&%^&$*,

(yeah,pasti akan dilaksanakan!hait!)

satu lagi *&*&^%$#

(yeah,semoga dapat dilaksanakan)

and,mind you,

these have nothing to do with weight.xD

bwahaha.

~toodles

Friday, January 8, 2010

::9th jan 2010::

mata dah berat.

sleepy.

but,

i still could not sleep.

i was hoping to hang out with my friends tomorrow,

but tak sure lg.semua bz.hehe.

tp,

i have made up my mind.

kalau tak keluar dgn my friends pun,

i am going out no matter what.

ya,

jalan-jalan.hari-hari lepak pavi boring jugak ni.

macam nak buat road trip,

pegi melaka ke.

or or penang ke.

kan!

yeah,my baby "B" belum pernah pergi penang.

it would be romantic if we go for our first alone trip together.

bwahaha.

tapi tayar da haus la..

tak tukar lagi.isk2.

kesian die.

duduk diam-diam kat parking,

pun ada orang langgar.

i sabar.

ye C,sabar.

tunggu lah nanti i dah beli bulldozer,

semua kereta kat dalam kawasan ni i langgar.

hamek!!

*ya..berangan.abaikan perempuan ini*

oohh,

i havent got myself any birthday present yet.

walau dah sebulan kan.lol.

i'm thinking of getting a necklace

that has my name on it.

nak beli emas

may may ke tang-->tak dok duit

so,a suitable option for me would be silver.

kan kan.

kalau platinum lagi mantap lah.bwahaha.

*ya,ya..teruskan berangan*

i'm so used of wearing necklace,

bila tak pakai..rasa kosong..

macam bila tak pakai anklet,

rasa macam dunia sunyi sepi..

hahaha..

i selalu pakai necklace yang ada tiny star as the pendant.

ya,i sangat lah suka star dulu.

kalau tanya i suka apa sekarang..

mesti tak boleh jawab..

sebab..hurm..

tatau la..

dah malas nak suka apape kot ;p

hehehehe*gedik ah gedik*

so,

i just wanted to have a necklace that say"coleen" on it.

tulisan simpul2 tue..i mmg suka lah!xD

*ya,kumpul duit ok perempuan*

i dah lame tak buy something for myself,

i mean,

giving myself a gift or something..

ya,

oleh sebab kalau nak amek lesen PADI

bulan empat ni tak sempat kan nk kumpul duit,

so,

i'm thinking about getting myself another book

(ya,thomas's book is great,tapi tragic)

i want a book that is simple and honest.

that's all.

specifically,about life.

ok,ekceli,tak sure lg..

tapi hopefully,

macam khaled hosseini's novel..

a novel that speaks to me.

than again..

maybe all i need is a vacation.

5 days 4 nights.

melampau tak?tak kan..

i just wanna sleep by the beach,

atas pasir putih halus mulus.

sambil dengar bunyi ombak yang memecah pantai..

eee..bestnye..

udara yang super awesome..segar bugar..

ya,i rindu redang.

redang,tak rindu i ke..dengar tak???

kalau hari-hari i semangat macam ni.

ya,tak mustahil i pg redang sorg2 ni..

hehehehehehehhe....

i miss you redang..i miss you so much!!

kalau boleh peluk,dah lame i peluk lah!lol.

hei..the longer i'm jobless..

the longer it takes to migrate to aussie or nz right.

-_-"

you know,

nowadays,

i always addressed my self as

"24"-->my age.

though i only entered 23 last dec.but,what the heck right.lol.

it's just a way of reminding myself,

that i'm older,

in a way,i should be wiser and have sense of maturity.

hehe.i'm trying to simplified my life.

even when i'm trying to sleep,

back then,i used to fantasize about anything,

to ignite sweet dreams.

but,now,i felt it's more appropriate to just

think about me sleeping among the clouds.

*kau bajet kau care bears lah perempuan*

ok,that doesn't make any sense at all right.bwahaha.

oh,ramainye orang kawen kan..

this month satu,next month satu lg.

ya,bila tengok pic my schoolmate yang baru kawen last year,

husband die bawak pg honeymoon dekat maldives,

dalam hati kau akan berbunyi begini

"some people are just plain lucky"

*mulut wajib muncung sampai boleh gantung hanger*

ya,bertuah empunya badan.

tahniah ,tahniah!

i rasa,mungkin tak lama lagi i akan phobia

dengan perkataan "marriage/wedding/kahwin"

bwahaha.*gelak dalam hati sahaja*

~toodles

Thursday, January 7, 2010

::go to the future::

ok ok,

i eksaited pulak nak kasitau wish untuk upcoming birthday yang

lambat ladi tue

*wadehel*

so,hopefully,

prince charming turun dari langit.

mata biru,

rambut ala,ala chris klein.

muka macam justin timberlake+keanu reeves

sweet macam lee seunggi+won bin

childish sket macam hideaki takizawa.

tak dapat muke mat saleh.muka cina pun boleh.

bwahaha,seronok kan berangan.

hopefully,

tahun ni extraordinary than the other 23 years of my life.

lets make major changes. xD

*and i'm not talking about weight*

::8th jan 2010::

~BRAVO~
plkn first batch 2004 kem asahan gunung ledang,melaka.(siri 1)


one of the best thing that happened to me.rindu kamu semua!

pioneer ni.lab rats.lol

khemah yang terbalik.

the sleepless night.

OMGOMG!i missed all the moments at the camp and uia.

i ingat lagi,ada one time,petang sabtu kot..

cuti separuh hari kan dat time.

jadi i dengan rina lepak tepi padang kawat sambil dengar lagu linkin park

pakai walkman.

time lagu numb,

me and rina nyanyi la takde kuat sangat,

and tibe2,

pak jurulatih,hurm..

ha,pak jaafar kot*ingat2 lupe*

jerit dari padang kawat..

asking us to sing negaraku.

bwahaha..terkejut ok.

but he was only joking..hehe

*thank God*

and sepatutnya dekat plkn,

everything free kan..

tapi daddy hangin juga dengan i,

sebab sama je duit belanja macam bagi time sekolah.lol.

ya la,i malas nak makan nasi mase tue..

most of the time makan yogurt and maggie.

bukan ape,

orang dah biase makan ayam,

most of the time kena makan daging..

(T_T)

i'm not a big fan of read meat.

kalau lamb takpe la jugak..

ikan pun ok la..

tp most of the time daging..

kembang tekak.

tapi sangat best dulu.

walau macam duduk kt penjara,

every week my parents datang..

and every week mama bagi supply oranges yang banyak sampai

every day i tanye budak2 khemah i,

"nak oren tak"->tak lalu nk makan da..

dulu,hari2 bangun pukul 4..ya la,tdo pukul 9 kan.

and mandi air kolam yang sangat sejuk..blurgh.

kena kawat,lari,tak pun tts(tempur tanpa senjata)

sampai ade one time kena gigit ulat bulu..

gatal ok.seksa.

as i had trouble sleeping at night,

time semua orang beratur untuk breakfast,

i took the time to sleep.siang2 baru ble tdo dengan aman.

malam2 only God knows la kan why.

hutan kan.keras.banyak batu juga.lol.

ade one time,

i really couldnt sleep,

i bace la yassin..

sekali,

i dengar ade orang ikut..

pergh..pukul 2 3 pagi..

sape la yang ikut pulak tue kan.

semua da tdo..aduyai.

goosebumps ok!

but,if you put aside the "paranormal activities"

everything is super awesome.

i miss all my friends back then..

cikgu2,jurulatih.semua baik2.

bile kau duduk same2 untuk 3 bulan..

dan semua pun same2 hitam..

kau tak kisah pun..hehehe.

semua pun awesome!!group hugs!!

~toodles




::still 7th jan 2010::

finding a job is tiring dude.

it's not as awesome as spending money.

yeah.

a totally sucks example.

i wonder why Shakespeare has to end everything in a tragic way.

why he hates women so much?

maybe he's been in a not-so-sweet

relationship..

bwahaha.


lately,

i've been a loyal visitor to my "secret chamber"

trust me,

they don't have any astro.

only old cds and mags.

but the bed is still comfy..

and i love spending time lying on the bed,

read the old fashion mags i bought

during my early days in college.

i remember vividly the time

when i stay there by myself

during one of the sem breaks.

it's homey.

and i can do what ever i want.

i woke up everyday around noon,

and the first thing i did was

msging mun,

asking her to accompany me to midvall.

just to kill the time.

lol.

oh,it was so much fun!

why do i have to grow old so fast.

why people have to nag me about finding a job.

i still can live by finding any job right..

why do we have to think about the future

if we never know what future holds for us.

we never even know if there's going to be tomorrow.

why can't we be a simpleton

and live life just the way it is.

the present.

p/s :why do i encounter so many why in my life.

~jaa

::7th jan 2010::

time tgh drive lalu depan sekolah..

eei budak2 ni..

mentang2 sekolah lagi kan..

kalau kereta berhenti kasi die jalan..

memang tak pandang kiri kanan lah.

nasib i pemandu yang prihatin..

tunggu je sampai diorang rasa tak nak melintas dah.

dulu,

i ingat lagi waktu i darjah satu,

first time masuk sekolah kan..

makwan pesan,

"nak melintas tengok kiri kanan kiri baru jalan tau.."

i pun hari-hari bila nak melintas,

mesti mengamalkan konsep

"kiri,kanan,kiri..ok,tade kereta.mari kita melintas."

sampai lah boring..

sebab jalan yang i melintas tue,mmg tak de kereta lalu sangat..

jadi,

penat lah everytime nak melintas kena tgk 3 kali..

jadi,

satu hari,

i cuba untuk tidak mengamalkan konsep lintas jalan tersebut.

i kate dalam hati

"tade kereta punya..jalan je"

sekali i jalan,

belum sempat i amek nafas

da kena langgar motor.

it happened so fast

tengok2 dah terduduk kasut tertanggal,

kaki kat bawah motor

ok,i check2,nasib tade pape..

pakai kasut pastu blah pegi kedai baca komik.

bwahaha..

tue nasiblah tade pape kan.

next time people,

ingat konsep melintas makwan,

"kiri,kanan,kiri"

~toodles

Wednesday, January 6, 2010

::a big turn off::

you know what is a big turn off for me,

ya la..bila kau bangun hari ni,

punya semangat berkobar-kobar dalam dada..

time tengok syiok tengok tv

tunggu mood nak berdepan dengan shower sejuk,

lepas tue,

ade unknown number misscall.

bila i yang jobless and fantastica di amor ni,

unknown number can be crucial.

it's either company mane2 nak panggil kau untuk interview,

atau pun peminjam wang suruh kau bayar balik duit pinjaman pelajaran.

jadi,

bila i call balik,

dan rupenya adalah orang entah mane2,

kate dapat number dari kawan i yang entah mane,

lepas tue kate dpt number after belek2 buku grad nite,

memang nak kena lempang lah kan.

lepas tue,

tak pernah la kan dalam sejarah,

universiti tenaga nasional which is we all know

referred to as uniten,

yang ni die panggil "utn".

bwahahaha.

ok,

yang tue kelakar la..

jadi,pengajaran disini,

don't randomly put your number anywhere.

dalam resume takpe.

kalau yang call pun nanti adalah someone dari some company.

lol.

~toodles

p/s:why do my heart beats so fast..

Tuesday, January 5, 2010

::6th jan 2010::

today is my long lost friend's birthday.

adei,

da lost contact la pulak kan.

anyway,

happy birthday to you!

yay,you're older officially than me.

*ceh,ujung tahun tua jugak*

may your wish comes true.

***

i,finally done editing my resume.

alhamdulillah.

thank you God.

you know what inspire me to get my resume done,

PRADA.

yeah!

i must have one.

though the first thing i want to do so badly right now

is to go to redang asap.

bwahaha.

ok,chilllex dulu.

still january.

ada lagi 3 bulan..

aaaaaah..i can smell the sea from here.

eh,

sakit hati kan tengok luar rumah nampak bangunan tinggi2,

dan hari-hari kau dengar bunyi alarm kereta.

apa kes??

macam duduk dekat kedai kereta la pulak kan.

-_-"

oh,i ada good news!

i finally manage to get my hands on

"the mayor of casterbridge"

yahoo!!*pat myself at the back*

tapi,sadly,belum start baca lagi..

busy thinking what to do to get myself busy.

lol.

but it was a great start kan.

now i have a book.

oh ya,

buku tue classic story rupenya.

accidentally terjumpa masa mph buat sales..

and and,

i think the book was meant for me!

because tinggal satu je kat situ.

and it's the first book i lay my eyes on.

ah-ha.

nasib semua tak perasan mimik

muka i yang bagai dapat duit satu juta kat situ.

bwahaha..

and ooh,

the best part was,

later on,i pg cold storage

(i love coldstorage so much sebab tak ramai.haha)

and i bought myself,chicken sandwich and raspberry soda.

omg,it was soooooo gooooodddd!!

the soda was extremely cheap.

it was only 99 cent.

and the sandwich was only 2.99 if i'm not mistaken..

rasa sandwich and soda tue buat i mahu menangis kegembiraan..

bwahaha..over kan.

tapi seriously,sedap.

tak percaya cuba lah.

about food,

trust me.I NEVER LIE.

bwahaha..

eh,cite ni adalah cerita on 30th dec.

gile 2009 i.

xpe lah.

maybe i was extremely hungry right now

after seeing all the facebook's status about food.

ei kamu semua ni,jangan lah post about food,

now i'm feeling like eating roti canai for tomorrow.

"ah,ah,don't think food C"

think about the bikini..

*banyak kau punye bikini*

err,i think,hungry people makes horrendous post.

*me*

toodles~

Monday, January 4, 2010

::5th jan 2010::

changes.

why do we have to be afraid of changes?

in my case..

well,

let just put it this way.

"crazy"

yup.

bwahaha..

just for the fun of it.

being the opposite of yourself,

haha..and yeah,

totally awesome.

sebab tak ikut kata hati,

ikut kata otak.

ye..ye..ye..

tak lama pun.

this is what i called,"a phase"

macam ada middle age crisis.

ceh,

middle age amende nye..

tapi serius la kan..

bila senyum depan cermin,

nampak ade wrinkle.

demmit.

first sign of wrinkle.

oh,tua suda.

lol.

i think,

i'm almost back to normal..

bwahaha..

certain things just have to stop.

not good not good.bwahaha..

so,now,

is the time to channel things on different direction,

like,

spending more time on the park jogging/walking

*tak larat*

and and..focus more on the weight loss,

instead of weight gained.

hah,

bagus kan idea tue.

blurgh.

ada saje weight issue kan perempuan ni..

ya,

ekceli,

ikut hati malas nak diet nie..haha

tapi sebab semua pun kenal i bukanlah macam i yang sekarang,

jadi,

kenalah jadi i yang dulu..haha..

yang lagi diimprovise..

how i missed my studies.

tak payah risau apape..

tapi banyak jugalah probs kan..lol

oh,tadi kan i tgk the imaginarium of dr.parnassus,

it was awesome!!

walau storyline cam terabur sket,

but totally i suke lah!!

everything is about fantasy*which i ske tue*

and the best part(beside collin farrel/johny depp/jude law/heath ledger)

was the time when*i pun tak sure sape cakap*

"..nothing is permanent..even death"

lebih kurang macam tue lah..

to ponder about it for a while,

logik kan..

even death adalah sekejap.

cuz,

yang abadinya adalah alam akhirat.

the world is only a tunnel,

which leads to a place.

ya,tiada yang kekal selamanya kan..

now,

faveret word yang i akan gune dalam kepala otak ni

adalah

1)fire

2)lost

3)drain

ni kire jist die lah..

this is how my brain works at the moment.

bwahaha..

sekarang..nak main ddr da malas..tade mood..

my keffi da lari..

lol.

~toodles

::4th jan 2010::

i really had a great time today..

great food,

great movie,

*drooling tengok collin farrel oh*

and great company.

buat i gelak cam haram..

ya,

bende baru blaja hari ni..

cemana nak buat kalau muntut(butt) gatal..

bwahahaha..

maaf ya.

aksi2 yang tidak boleh diulang tayang.

macam nak shopping..

tapi malassssssss gile..

demm...

cani baju pe je lagi nk pakai ni..

baju kurung je banyak..lol.

eeeiishh.

tengah-tengah type ni plak lagu "bila rindu" kluar kan.

lempang kang ee...

tau la i tengah rindu collin farrel ni..bwahahahaa

eche,tau tau je aa..

ok,esok nk check out yoga dkt ngan umah ni..

ble la jugak cuci mata tengok

pompuan cun2..lol

eh,i straight ok.jgn salah faham..

tue,as inspiration.my muse.ilham.bwahaha.

ee,lain macam je..ok2..

i still loveeeeeee keanu reeves aah.

erm..esok agak2 nk pegi jogging tak?

kalau larat and bangun pagi nk try la pegi..

ke pi main buai pun ok la jugak kan kan..

dok umah bosan ah!

nk keje tade mood lagi ni.

da start kena sound2 tanam anggur je..

ala,mak ayah..lek aa..lol.

ee..macam ikan kerapu la..

banyak betol merapu ni..

ok ok..

~toodles

Sunday, January 3, 2010

::steam fish and sambal ayam::

ya,

hari ni my mum masak steam fish and sambal ayam..

sedap.

habis diet i.

terabur 2 hari dah ni.

lol.

xpe2,

chacha cakap,

free food is always an exception.

bwahahaha..

ok,

esok i nk pegi tengok muvie..

walau bile da tua ni kan..

da macam malas2 nk tgk tv,

dan malas nk kluar umah tgk wayang..

*gile macam umo 40 tahun bai hidup*

agak aa..

tapi separuh jiwa masih nk main fesbuk gak,

dan separuh jiwa lagi masih nak menulis..

ya la..

diary kan i cakap kan..

mesti lah tulis kan kan.

i had a massive headache hari ni.

bukan sebab apape ok..

kau jangan fikir bukan -bukan tau..

lately,

ramai sangat la orang kawen..

ya.bagus2..i tau..

then,hari ni..borak-borak dengan my mum..

pasal orang kawen2 juga..

terus i rasa macam nk pitam..loya-loya..

dan rasa sakit kepala..

lepas makan..terus flat tidur 3 jam..

bwahaha..

ok semua orang..

tukar topik boleh ek..

kalau hari2 topik ni,

alamatnya bukan di kl,

alamatnya memang di melaka..

kawasan perkuburan kat ujung dunia tue nanti.

eh,eh,bende ni jangan buat main2 aa..

Tuhan,i nak hidup lagi..hehehehe

ok,i nak main country story..

my pets semua da besar2..hahaha..

~toodles

Saturday, January 2, 2010

::3rd jan 2010::

last nite

pgi wedding kak maina di summit hotel..

and meet up with ramai member2 lame tak jumpe..

best!

and the wedding..

aww...it was so beautiful..

comel sangat tengok kak maina and husband die..

time tengok slide show..baru tau diorg sebaya rupenye..

and dari sekolah lagi kot bercinta..

wow....lame ok..

to kak maina and abg firdaus,

semoga bahagia hingga ke akhir hayat.

so mun,

now tinggal ko and najla je..

tapi yang pasti kau la kawin pasni kan kan..

bwahaha..

oh,and to abg nico,congrats on ur engagement.

dengar cite..kak tupac pun da bertunang..

waa..tahun 09/10 memang love is in the air ek..

congrats to everyone..

and to mardhiah and su anne yang dengarnye nk due bulan ni

bersalin anak pertama you..semoga semua baik2 ok..

and shira bakal dapat twins and due bulan 3 ni..

ee...twins tu..beranak dua kali,dapat anak 3.

fuh,baguss2..tahniah ok semua..

and ya...

soalan cepu emas yang diberi mak afra malam tadi

"bile lagi.."

ah-ha aunty..memang kill lah..lol.

keje pun tade ni..bwahaha.

okie dokie

~toodles

Friday, January 1, 2010

::eraser::

i need an eraser.

ya,

macam pemadam pen tue lagi bagus.

walau keras baling anjing boleh pengsan ni.

bwahaha.

liquid paper tak bagus.

walau kering kejap,

tapi nanti nampak balik tulisan lama.

nanti terdouble-mouble.

rindunye dekat sk/casa..

bile bangun pukul berapa pun tade sape nk kisah..

rumah sunyi sepi je(semua tdo)

dengar bunyi burung berkicau dan anjing yang menyalak di kala pagi.

ces,bikin kacau je anjing ni..da la suke kejar orang..ee..bad dog bad dog.

bila kau kat rumah,

mula lah semua bising kau belum bangun..

itu lah ini lah..

dan kau pun malas lah nak layan..

bila dekat rumah ,

nak move one inch pun malas.

nak keluar bilik lagi lah..

malas..

semua pun malassssssss...

mulut pun malas nk bercakap..

i dah cakap..

i memang tak boleh duduk rumah..

hurm..

must find a job,must find a job..

tapi entah lah..

tiada spirit nk bergerak..

menaip blog ada lah jugak..

sebab it's one of the way to channel pemikiran liberal.

kalau boleh fast forward,

bagus eh.tak payah susah-susah.

anyway,

i sayang you f and s.

pasangan sejoli semoga kekal bahagia ok.

thank you so much!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

you guys rawk ah!!!

~wuhhooooooooooooo

toodles.

::condolence::

pembuka tahun 2010 dikhabarkan dengan

berita pemergian ayah kepada syed mohd ghaddafi.

al-fatihah buat ayah beliau.

semoga rohnya ditempatkan

di kalangan orang-orang yang beriman.

takziah kepada ghad dan keluarga..

::1st jan 2010::

hello 2010.